I really do feel pretty good about myself right now, I said no to some friends, they wanted to hangout but I really needed to get my homework done.. And it's almost finished! The most urgent one is supposed to be in by tuesday, so I've got a whole day to finish it.. and I've practiced some History for the test on wednesday, I've also read the text that I'm supposed to read before my Latin class this this friday, the thing I didn't do was I didn't write a schedule for my (and a friends) leader-assignment for this wednesday, that means me and a friend will be "teachers" next gym-class, we'll have the class play basketball. So I'm proud of myself, I worked on a lot of homework when I really needed to.
The song of today:
Långa Nätter by Melissa Horn
Once again I didn't know which song to pick, I just started to listen to her, I heard her song with Lars Winnerbäck before but didn't get interested enough to look up more of her songs then. Right now I regret not having done that before, in my mind she is great, really great. Guitar, awesome voice and great text, I completely love all of it. I really like many of her songs, if you like Långa Nätter, checkout Kungsholmens Hamn and Hanna too.. and her other songs!
Sunday, 23 November 2008
Friday, 21 November 2008
Pom-boff!
F*** it! I've decided to write here again. I write when I feel like it, no more, no less, at least I'll try to do this like that. I don't know if I've written that I love my new class in school this year, it's almost as great as my class that I had from the seventh to ninth grade, the bad about mixing the classes from last year is that I have some other teachers too, and the change wasn't for the better, too bad my English-teacher can't teach (among other new, bad teachers). Life since last time has been about school mostly, I've started practicing Parkour with mainly one of my friends again (the other one have joined some of the times too), this time inside, we go to the gym halls of school on wednesdays because we know that nobody is there at that time.
I've only been to Kenny's place once since last time.. I think.. well my cousin came over during the vacations of autumn, that was fun. I don't know if I've told you about this but there's this girl from my 7-9 grade -class.. anyway; she added me on msn all of a sudden, I found out shortly afterwards that a "friend" (we are not exactly close) of mine had jokingly asked how things were working with me and then asked if she wanted my msn, she answered "sure, why not" or something like that.. Story of my life I guess.
Right now I've got plenty of homework, and I really mean it this time, a whole lot of it, I'll try to get most of it done 'til the end of the weekend, my grades was really below my expectations in almost every subject (the exception is Geography).. and it's been that way up until.. last week or something, I feel like it's turning around now and I´m really happy about that... I just have to keep on working hard.
The song of today:
Maybe Tomorrow by Stereophonics
I love this song, the whole sound feels kind of unique and the text feels... cleansing or something, I don´t know how to explain it in a better way, it´s a little "random" and at the same time really full of meaning and it brings hope. AND it´s in one of my favorite movies Wicker Park, I hope you´ll enjoy this song as much as I do.
cya
I've only been to Kenny's place once since last time.. I think.. well my cousin came over during the vacations of autumn, that was fun. I don't know if I've told you about this but there's this girl from my 7-9 grade -class.. anyway; she added me on msn all of a sudden, I found out shortly afterwards that a "friend" (we are not exactly close) of mine had jokingly asked how things were working with me and then asked if she wanted my msn, she answered "sure, why not" or something like that.. Story of my life I guess.
Right now I've got plenty of homework, and I really mean it this time, a whole lot of it, I'll try to get most of it done 'til the end of the weekend, my grades was really below my expectations in almost every subject (the exception is Geography).. and it's been that way up until.. last week or something, I feel like it's turning around now and I´m really happy about that... I just have to keep on working hard.
The song of today:
Maybe Tomorrow by Stereophonics
I love this song, the whole sound feels kind of unique and the text feels... cleansing or something, I don´t know how to explain it in a better way, it´s a little "random" and at the same time really full of meaning and it brings hope. AND it´s in one of my favorite movies Wicker Park, I hope you´ll enjoy this song as much as I do.
cya
Monday, 8 September 2008
Last Week
The important thing that happened last week was during the weekend, I went to the "Granny Goes Street" -festival in Falun, I met one of my friends from the internet for the first time there and I saw some great bands and artists, like Kapten Röd, De Lyckliga Kompisarna and Toffe Åkesson, Toffe was a great surprise, I didn't know who he was before the festival but he was great, after the festival I went home to my friend, who lives in Mora and sleept there, then I went home by train yesterday.
The song of today:
92 by Toffe Åkesson
This is a great song, really great, the text takes you down to earth.
The song of today:
92 by Toffe Åkesson
This is a great song, really great, the text takes you down to earth.
Friday, 29 August 2008
So..
So.. I had my 2.5 hour Latin lesson today.. It's long.. obviously. Other than that I spent some time looking at videos at Youtube with my Dad some, mostly music.
And I'm going to Kenny tomorrow.
The song of today:
Under Månen by Lars Winnerbäck
I havn't had any Lars Winnerbäck song here until now because, first I wanted to save that until after the concert and then I hadn't listened all that much to Lars' songs and I thought it would be unfair to just throw in some random song. Still, I had a really hard time choosing, mostly 'cause all his songs are great, it's crazy hard to choose one, so listen to the others too if you like this one. You've got to say that the lyrics are great, there's no other word to describe it.. And then there's that little something that makes Lars Winnerbäck so unbeliveably good.
And I'm going to Kenny tomorrow.
The song of today:
Under Månen by Lars Winnerbäck
I havn't had any Lars Winnerbäck song here until now because, first I wanted to save that until after the concert and then I hadn't listened all that much to Lars' songs and I thought it would be unfair to just throw in some random song. Still, I had a really hard time choosing, mostly 'cause all his songs are great, it's crazy hard to choose one, so listen to the others too if you like this one. You've got to say that the lyrics are great, there's no other word to describe it.. And then there's that little something that makes Lars Winnerbäck so unbeliveably good.
Thursday, 28 August 2008
Fall is...
Yesterday I got more active on Mcleodgaming again, now I'm helping out with another game besides SSF2. And today was a rather nice day, not all that easy stuff in school but not all that hard and tenacious either. I made some PA (Pixel Art) for my "new" sprite character Uc-Dude:
I like it, I do think it's hard to apreciate my own work at times but I'm really satisfied with this one.
Besides "The song of today"; "I'm sitn' down here in the campfire light.. waintin' on the ghost of Tom Joad" echoes in my head. (Bruce Springsteen)
The song of today:
Fall Is Just Something Grownups Invented by The Hives
"Woo-hoo
They say our summer vacation
Has come to and end
And that we simply have no more
Holiday to spend
They say no more barefoot
No playin' around in the pool
They say now it's time for us
To go back to school
Got all my friends, a teacher, okay
But why do we really have to study all day
Well see I’m on to your scam and I’ll tell you how
We ended up with a Fall that we know of now
A time was invented to keep the kids in the hall
They gave it a name and we now know it as Fall
The line of the story that I have presented
Fall is just something that grown-ups invented.
Though some things in Fall are just too good to pass
Jumping in leaves and Halloween is a gas
But I’d rather see to it that the truth be told
So I better do it now before I grow old
They wanted a break after the summer disarray
To rest up then handle the stress of Christmas day
So the grown-ups got together and made up the rule
That kids shouldn’t be playing
No they should be in school
A time was invented to keep the kids in the hall
They gave it a name and we now know it as Fall
The line of the story that I have presented
Fall is just something that grown-ups invented.
Kick it
A time was invented to keep the kids in the hall
They gave it a name and we now know it as Fall
The line of the story that I have presented
Fall is just something that grown-ups invented.
Fall is just something that grown-ups invented
Fall is just something that grown-ups invented
Fall is just something that grown-ups invented
Fall is just something that grown-ups invented"
It says it all, that's my thoughts right now.
Fall is just something that grown-ups invented
Fall is just something that grown-ups invented
Fall is just something that grown-ups invented
Fall is just something that grown-ups invented"
It says it all, that's my thoughts right now.
Tuesday, 26 August 2008
A long day
Today I woke up with a massive headache and I was more tired than ever. Well after that "great" start the day got even more tough, I had Two History lessons AND two "Culture and Idea History" lessons.. I had a lunchbreak that only lasted 35 minutes. And I had English and Spanish too.. So I'm all worn out now, really.
Oh and I wrote a little something just now.. well 'cause I felt like it;
"You and me
The two first fallen leaves from a withered tree
Two souls far from all the others.
Two canaries in a large group of crows.
We who thought we knew it all.
We were never gonna fall.
We carried the world upon our shoulders but no one cared
We thought deep thoughts that no one shared.
I tried your life, you tried mine.
You'd look happy, I'd always frown.
We, the hero and the brave
Two of a kind with really different minds.
I was there for you when you didn't need it.
But also when you begged and pleaded.
You cried in the rain, wishing the world would go sane.
I swept the tears of the sky from your eyes even though it was in vain.
You fell, I cut of my shell and then I too fell
Freely in a swift moment before we hit the ground.
Never to ever make a new sound."
I like it.. don't know if you do though.. And I don't really know what I mean by all that.
The song of today:
Fidelity by Regina Spektor
Because her voice just gets right through you, I almost shiver.. In a possitive way.. when she sings, check out her other songs, they are not all that much alike each other.
Oh and I wrote a little something just now.. well 'cause I felt like it;
"You and me
The two first fallen leaves from a withered tree
Two souls far from all the others.
Two canaries in a large group of crows.
We who thought we knew it all.
We were never gonna fall.
We carried the world upon our shoulders but no one cared
We thought deep thoughts that no one shared.
I tried your life, you tried mine.
You'd look happy, I'd always frown.
We, the hero and the brave
Two of a kind with really different minds.
I was there for you when you didn't need it.
But also when you begged and pleaded.
You cried in the rain, wishing the world would go sane.
I swept the tears of the sky from your eyes even though it was in vain.
You fell, I cut of my shell and then I too fell
Freely in a swift moment before we hit the ground.
Never to ever make a new sound."
I like it.. don't know if you do though.. And I don't really know what I mean by all that.
The song of today:
Fidelity by Regina Spektor
Because her voice just gets right through you, I almost shiver.. In a possitive way.. when she sings, check out her other songs, they are not all that much alike each other.
Monday, 25 August 2008
Short
More school, more homework, more more.
The song of today:
I Hate This Song by Secondhand Serenade
Beautiful
The song of today:
I Hate This Song by Secondhand Serenade
Beautiful
Sunday, 24 August 2008
Give me my summer back?
Well, at my cousins place we did the things we usually do; played video games.. mostly Super Smash Bros Brawl. I came back today.. and shaved of my "beard" for the first time by myself (My mother acctually shaved me one time this summer when we were at our "Summer place").
School tomorrow.. Give me back summer someone?
The song of today:
Shut Up And Let Me Go by The Ting Tings
Well.. I didn't like this band all THAT much at first but after listening some times (this was earlier this summer) I realised that it's acctually pretty good and this is the kind of music that makes you want to.. dance or do whatever..
Good night.
School tomorrow.. Give me back summer someone?
The song of today:
Shut Up And Let Me Go by The Ting Tings
Well.. I didn't like this band all THAT much at first but after listening some times (this was earlier this summer) I realised that it's acctually pretty good and this is the kind of music that makes you want to.. dance or do whatever..
Good night.
Friday, 22 August 2008
Latin
I had two lessons today, one was two and a half hour long, it was my first Latin lesson ever.. I don't know what I think about it yet.. I had Latin as my secondhand choice, I guess not enough people chose to continue a second year with our art-class.. I havn't found my keys yet if you were wondering.. And I'll go to my cousin with my family tomorrow.
And; I saw the movie Tenacious D - The Pick of Destiny, like..finally! 'cause I've listened to the music from the movie since.. the movie was new... So I'm glad I've finally seen it, I've wanted to see it for a long time now.
The song of today:
Write You A Song by Plain White T's
A nice song with a nice sound and a nice "message"..
And; I saw the movie Tenacious D - The Pick of Destiny, like..finally! 'cause I've listened to the music from the movie since.. the movie was new... So I'm glad I've finally seen it, I've wanted to see it for a long time now.
The song of today:
Write You A Song by Plain White T's
A nice song with a nice sound and a nice "message"..
Thursday, 21 August 2008
Heeello school!..
Started school today, my "new" class was better than the last one.. at least that's what I think right now (We mixed two classes some depending on a "direction" choice we made at the end of the last school-year).. So that was positive.. Oh and I forgot to tell you about it yesterday; I lost my keys.. wich sucks.. 'cause I won't get into my house if nobody's home.. and I won't be able to ride my bike to school - I have to walk.. and I had to get a new lock for my locker at school.. and my bank-card is locked up in a drawer here at home. At school I got homework.. the first day.. I mean come on, that's a little mean. I got it from my new english teacher.. Well; I'll be off to do my homework now.
The song of today:
Poor Unfortunate Souls by The Jonas Brothers
I really love this version of the Disney song, they made it into something of they're own and they made it really good with a great sound! If you like disney covers I also recomend "What's this" by Fall Out Boy, from the movie The Nightmare before cristmast.
The song of today:
Poor Unfortunate Souls by The Jonas Brothers
I really love this version of the Disney song, they made it into something of they're own and they made it really good with a great sound! If you like disney covers I also recomend "What's this" by Fall Out Boy, from the movie The Nightmare before cristmast.
Wednesday, 20 August 2008
Music
Today I spent the whole day doing something that involves music.. the first 5 hours or so I spent sitting at the other computer or "The familys computer" sorting music.. I brought all I wanted from it to this computer so now I only have a few files left on that computer that I need. The other half, I found a thread at a swedish forum when I searched some on Google, the thread was named "The best line in a song".. So I started looking up the songs that I didn't know that people there recomended.. And I havn't listened to them all yet, I'm still doing it.
School starts tomorrow.. I hope this year will turn out better than the last.
The song of Today:
You Never Know by Immortal Technique
I just found this song.. maybe I won't think it's so great when I've listened to it some times.. like two weeks from now.. but right now I really like it, I was like "this is pretty good actually".. and then the song just grew and grew as the song came closer to the end, I got captured by it, just sat there and listened to the lyrics like I was under a spell or something. An interesting lifestory or something like that.
School starts tomorrow.. I hope this year will turn out better than the last.
The song of Today:
You Never Know by Immortal Technique
I just found this song.. maybe I won't think it's so great when I've listened to it some times.. like two weeks from now.. but right now I really like it, I was like "this is pretty good actually".. and then the song just grew and grew as the song came closer to the end, I got captured by it, just sat there and listened to the lyrics like I was under a spell or something. An interesting lifestory or something like that.
Tuesday, 19 August 2008
I really need to sleep right now
I went to Kenny yesterday and stayed until today, we played Brawl, Donkey Konga and we toyed around with Gmod, we populated a Mcdonalds map with random characters like Yoda and Sonic and others, when we were done it was 07.00 in the morning.. we were like "ooh.. maybe it's time to sleep".. so we did XD.. Oh and this Thursday school starts for me again.. I can't say I'm all that excited.. oh well ^^'...
The song of today:
Fuck was I by Jenny Owen Youngs
A great song, it's kind of a "simple" song if you know what I mean.. There's not great changes in the pace or anything like that.. still, I like everything about the song, it's harmonic and does have good lyrics, the song makes me feel a little bit better no matter when I listen to it.
The song of today:
Fuck was I by Jenny Owen Youngs
A great song, it's kind of a "simple" song if you know what I mean.. There's not great changes in the pace or anything like that.. still, I like everything about the song, it's harmonic and does have good lyrics, the song makes me feel a little bit better no matter when I listen to it.
Sunday, 17 August 2008
The day after yesterday
I feel better today, not fully good but alot better, I've played much Ps3 today
The song of today:
Ba Ba Ba by Miss Li
If this song doesn't make you happy I don't know what song will, it's lovely in every way.
The song of today:
Ba Ba Ba by Miss Li
If this song doesn't make you happy I don't know what song will, it's lovely in every way.
Saturday, 16 August 2008
Looking for something out of sight and reach
Well, I didn't feel all that well today, I can't seem to find the exact reason but I tried to explain it by saying something like this to some friends on msn:
"I don't know.. nothing have happened O.o.. uhm.. How do I explain it.. a little.. I don't know if it's lonely.. or.. uneventful or something.. monotonous.. I was out walking.. for like.. two hours or something I think.. and now I'm sitting here drawing and listening to Emil Jensen."
So.. something like that is the best way I can describe it.. and one of the few things that helped me feel a little better was Emil Jensens music...
The song of today:
[Insert song here] by Emil Jensen
Well, mostly because of how I feel I didn't want to pick one of the songs, they're all different from each other and the greatest about all the songs is the lyrics, definetly..
"Inte vackrast i världen", "Hur lyckliga kan vi bli", "Jag tror jag är nåt" and "Så får du mig ändå" are all some of the great songs by him.
"I don't know.. nothing have happened O.o.. uhm.. How do I explain it.. a little.. I don't know if it's lonely.. or.. uneventful or something.. monotonous.. I was out walking.. for like.. two hours or something I think.. and now I'm sitting here drawing and listening to Emil Jensen."
So.. something like that is the best way I can describe it.. and one of the few things that helped me feel a little better was Emil Jensens music...
The song of today:
[Insert song here] by Emil Jensen
Well, mostly because of how I feel I didn't want to pick one of the songs, they're all different from each other and the greatest about all the songs is the lyrics, definetly..
"Inte vackrast i världen", "Hur lyckliga kan vi bli", "Jag tror jag är nåt" and "Så får du mig ändå" are all some of the great songs by him.
Friday, 15 August 2008
Goodbye summer my friend
Uhm.. so I didn't write the last couple of days, didn't have much to write, sat here mostly, three friends came over and we went outside and mostly talked for most part, yesterday I went to what probably was the last concert of this year for me, Lars Winnerbäck performed but also Emil Jensen, Miss Li and Sofia Karlsson (yeah, the one I saw some weeks ago or something) everything was fantastic, I'm not going to say more than that, I think you know just how much I enjoy these sort of things.. Oh and I got a Winnerbäck t-shirt and a Sofia Karlsson t-shirt.
On another note I've been following the olympic games with great, swedish interest, it's almost funny how my nation makes me like any sport we're successful in.
The song of today:
Run by Amy Macdonald
You we're expecting a Winnerbäck song or at least one of the above, right? Well.. surprise, right?.. I just found out about this singer actually and this is the best of her songs I've heard yet, everything is right, it's touching and her voice, especially in the end of the song is beautiful.
On another note I've been following the olympic games with great, swedish interest, it's almost funny how my nation makes me like any sport we're successful in.
The song of today:
Run by Amy Macdonald
You we're expecting a Winnerbäck song or at least one of the above, right? Well.. surprise, right?.. I just found out about this singer actually and this is the best of her songs I've heard yet, everything is right, it's touching and her voice, especially in the end of the song is beautiful.
Monday, 11 August 2008
Okaaaaay
I'm not as "down" as I was yesterday, I've started to book UppCon-ticets for me and my friends and I've been here all day, the new forums for Mcleodgaming was released today.
The song of today:
Nothing To Lose by Billy Talent
Yeah, continueing in the same sort of direction as yesterday, although I must admit this song is both about the lyrics and the music AND the singers voice, the one I picked for yesterdays "The song of today" really do have great lyrics, it does BUT, partly, not much but partly I think the singer and the band lack.. really "power" to make the song what it could be, I'm not in any sense saying Simple Plan is bad, I'm not, it's just that that song could have been even better, that's all I'm saying. So, this song is absolutely great, over and out.
The song of today:
Nothing To Lose by Billy Talent
Yeah, continueing in the same sort of direction as yesterday, although I must admit this song is both about the lyrics and the music AND the singers voice, the one I picked for yesterdays "The song of today" really do have great lyrics, it does BUT, partly, not much but partly I think the singer and the band lack.. really "power" to make the song what it could be, I'm not in any sense saying Simple Plan is bad, I'm not, it's just that that song could have been even better, that's all I'm saying. So, this song is absolutely great, over and out.
Sunday, 10 August 2008
Well...
... I was here infront of the computer the whole day...
The song of today:
I'm Just A Kid by Simple Plan
...and life is a nightmare~. Seriously, this song's lyrics just fits the way I feel right now, I'll let the song speak for me today, I don't feel like writing more.
The song of today:
I'm Just A Kid by Simple Plan
...and life is a nightmare~. Seriously, this song's lyrics just fits the way I feel right now, I'll let the song speak for me today, I don't feel like writing more.
Saturday, 9 August 2008
Hey, welcome back!
I'm back home after roughly 3 weeks, I spent quite some time there at being sick, it just wouldn't let go, but finally I got rid of it. Most of the time I bathed, watched tv and lots of fun people I know through my family came, that's basicly what I've been doing these weeks. If you are wondering about my "book"-project; yes; in one way I made huge progress, I know a lot, lot more about what will happen along the way, I have created tons of new characters and basicly know more about the plot.. BUT I havn't written much on the actual story, that's all I have to say about that. Oh, and the best thing that happened during these 3 weeks was when me and my mom went to see Sofia Karlsson, a Swedish.. uh.. singer.. perform, it was a great concert wich brings me to todays "song of today"
The song of today:
Omkring Tiggarn Från Luossa... by Sofia Karlsson
A great version of this poem by Dan andersson, her great, great, great voice combined with the great lyrics almost leaves me breathless, it is simply great and so touching.
Oh and of course I love the other songs Sofia Karlsson sings and had a hard time choosing wich one to make "The song of today".
The song of today:
Omkring Tiggarn Från Luossa... by Sofia Karlsson
A great version of this poem by Dan andersson, her great, great, great voice combined with the great lyrics almost leaves me breathless, it is simply great and so touching.
Oh and of course I love the other songs Sofia Karlsson sings and had a hard time choosing wich one to make "The song of today".
Sunday, 20 July 2008
I was gone, I'll be gone but I'll be back..@_@?
Well, I haven't written any here for ages but I can explain.. Ok, I know that sounded a little funny XD.. well anyways; I've been sick since like.. last sunday?.. or maybe even before that.. I have fever and a headache that just won't leave.. oh and some more that I can't be bothered to find out the proper way of writing/saying.
And I got sick while I was at Kenny's place.. yes, I did go there and we played awesome amounts of Brawl and some other stuff..
And the ferry/cruise/whatever was really nice, spending some time with my dad and sister (my mom was on a spa trip togheter with a friend).. oh they had this dancegame on the ferry, you know one of those with for arrows that you're supposed to step on.. My sister really liked playing that game.. even though I won like 9 of 12 songs or something n__n. Oh and another great thing about the trip was the heaps of cheap candy I bought.. I still have some left but I ate most of it by now.
Oh and my cousin came over, I was on my way to get better at that point.. but we (me and my cousin) went out with some of my friends to practice some parkour (I don't know if I told you but like half of the time we practice we play a game of tag, it really is fun to play child's games, it really is, you easily forget that). And after that my sickness got worse (well.. almost obviously).. too bad I let my friends and cousin persuade me into going even though I still felt a little sick.
And Kenny was working with an RPG game when I came to his place by the way, he was using RPG maker VX, a really great game-making program.. So obviously now I use it too.. I end up starting way too many projects and stuff.. but it's fun, as long as it is fun I can live with not finishing too many things.
Speaking of projects, I'm helping out some on a site called Mcleodgaming, I spend some time on their forums and mostly help sprinting and animating for a game the Admin of the place, Cleod9 is making called Super Smash Flash 2, well it is a game based on the Super Smash Bros series but with some other stuff, such as anime characters and things like that.. so yesterday or something I submitted an animation again, there's a fan character that also was in the first Super Smash Flash game that Cleod9 is considering not including in the game due to the lack of good moves (sprites, animations).. So I made an attack to help that character out some, here's what it looks like; http://i237.photobucket.com/albums/ff292/Firensid/BlF.gif but I guess when(if) Cleod9 moves it in flash it would look something like this in-game:
http://i237.photobucket.com/albums/ff292/Firensid/ex1.gif
or this:
http://i237.photobucket.com/albums/ff292/Firensid/ex2.gif
And so, over to another project; my "book".. I'll try to write during my time at my familys uhm.. "vacation house" or somthing like that?.. I'll be going there tomorrow and I'll be there 3 weeks, I don't have internet there so this blog is going inactive for 3 weeks, deal with it.
The song of today:
Good People - Jack Johnson
I chose between this song and two other of his songs (Better togheter and Upside down) so yeah, basicly this is mostly about the artist.. but this song is great, the thing it lacks some when you compare it to "Better togheter" and "Upside Down" is the really perfect groove in the music creating a fantastic feeling, although it makes up for it by having better lyrics instead, great, great lyrics.. Listen to all three songs, they are good.
And I got sick while I was at Kenny's place.. yes, I did go there and we played awesome amounts of Brawl and some other stuff..
And the ferry/cruise/whatever was really nice, spending some time with my dad and sister (my mom was on a spa trip togheter with a friend).. oh they had this dancegame on the ferry, you know one of those with for arrows that you're supposed to step on.. My sister really liked playing that game.. even though I won like 9 of 12 songs or something n__n. Oh and another great thing about the trip was the heaps of cheap candy I bought.. I still have some left but I ate most of it by now.
Oh and my cousin came over, I was on my way to get better at that point.. but we (me and my cousin) went out with some of my friends to practice some parkour (I don't know if I told you but like half of the time we practice we play a game of tag, it really is fun to play child's games, it really is, you easily forget that). And after that my sickness got worse (well.. almost obviously).. too bad I let my friends and cousin persuade me into going even though I still felt a little sick.
And Kenny was working with an RPG game when I came to his place by the way, he was using RPG maker VX, a really great game-making program.. So obviously now I use it too.. I end up starting way too many projects and stuff.. but it's fun, as long as it is fun I can live with not finishing too many things.
Speaking of projects, I'm helping out some on a site called Mcleodgaming, I spend some time on their forums and mostly help sprinting and animating for a game the Admin of the place, Cleod9 is making called Super Smash Flash 2, well it is a game based on the Super Smash Bros series but with some other stuff, such as anime characters and things like that.. so yesterday or something I submitted an animation again, there's a fan character that also was in the first Super Smash Flash game that Cleod9 is considering not including in the game due to the lack of good moves (sprites, animations).. So I made an attack to help that character out some, here's what it looks like; http://i237.photobucket.com/albums/ff292/Firensid/BlF.gif but I guess when(if) Cleod9 moves it in flash it would look something like this in-game:
http://i237.photobucket.com/albums/ff292/Firensid/ex1.gif
or this:
http://i237.photobucket.com/albums/ff292/Firensid/ex2.gif
And so, over to another project; my "book".. I'll try to write during my time at my familys uhm.. "vacation house" or somthing like that?.. I'll be going there tomorrow and I'll be there 3 weeks, I don't have internet there so this blog is going inactive for 3 weeks, deal with it.
The song of today:
Good People - Jack Johnson
I chose between this song and two other of his songs (Better togheter and Upside down) so yeah, basicly this is mostly about the artist.. but this song is great, the thing it lacks some when you compare it to "Better togheter" and "Upside Down" is the really perfect groove in the music creating a fantastic feeling, although it makes up for it by having better lyrics instead, great, great lyrics.. Listen to all three songs, they are good.
Thursday, 17 July 2008
Wednesday, 9 July 2008
Doing-things-week
We went to Leksand Sommarland, it was kind of fun even though I was a little negative from the start, I really enjoyed myself after awhile, it was nice to get away from everything, we spent most of the day there so there wasn't much more going on this day. Tomorrow me, dad and my sister are going on a.. uhm.. ferry(?).. well I'll be away until friday so I won't write.. and maybe I'll go directly to Kenny after that, so I'll be back when I'm back XD
The song of today:
Times Like These by Foo Fighters
I decided on Foo Fighters before I chose the song, they have many great songs.. I really like the lyrcis even though I've been waiting for my "Times Like These" since I heard this song the first time, wich was more than six months ago I think, something like that. Check out the acoustic version, I like both.
The song of today:
Times Like These by Foo Fighters
I decided on Foo Fighters before I chose the song, they have many great songs.. I really like the lyrcis even though I've been waiting for my "Times Like These" since I heard this song the first time, wich was more than six months ago I think, something like that. Check out the acoustic version, I like both.
Tuesday, 8 July 2008
Leksand Tomorrow
Well we didn't go to Leksand Sommarland, changed plans, I think that'll be tomorrow instead, we played some minigolf and did some other stuff today, nothing special.
And as I wrote earlier; Leksand Sommarland is an outdoor water-/amusement- park.
The song of today:
Unwell (Acoustic version) by Matchbox Twenty
A really great song with feeling, although I don't really feel like the lyrics in the text right at this moment; I often do.
And as I wrote earlier; Leksand Sommarland is an outdoor water-/amusement- park.
The song of today:
Unwell (Acoustic version) by Matchbox Twenty
A really great song with feeling, although I don't really feel like the lyrics in the text right at this moment; I often do.
Monday, 7 July 2008
More tired
The concert still echoes in my head, do I need to say more? Anyway; I got home yesterday after a long, long drive. Today my fathers cousin and his family came here, we'll be going to "Leksand Sommarland" I guess you could say it's a.. waterpark?.. Well that's where we are going.
Oh and we slept in our car on a parkingspot in Gothenburg.. I could hardly sleep even though I was lucky enough to sleep on one of the mattresses we put in the trunk and over the down-flipped seats. It was kind of fun, it's definetly a memory at least.
The song of the day:
Johnny I Hardly Knew Ya by Dropkick Murphys
A really interesting band with original sound, mixing traditional Irish music with more "heavy" music, creating an awesome sound.
Oh and we slept in our car on a parkingspot in Gothenburg.. I could hardly sleep even though I was lucky enough to sleep on one of the mattresses we put in the trunk and over the down-flipped seats. It was kind of fun, it's definetly a memory at least.
The song of the day:
Johnny I Hardly Knew Ya by Dropkick Murphys
A really interesting band with original sound, mixing traditional Irish music with more "heavy" music, creating an awesome sound.
Thursday, 3 July 2008
Tired
Well, I'll be going to my cousin tomorrow, we'll stay the night there and then we'll go to Gothenburg this saturday for the concert. Didn't do much worth mentioning today.
The song of today:
Gothenburg by Maia Hirasawa
1. No I didn't pick this song because that is where I'm going
2.It feels kind of random to me to make this song "The song of the day", I only just heared it when I was searching around for artists I was a little interested in hearing more from, among them were Maia Hirasawa who I remember seeing on TV at more than one ocation. Still; it is supposed to be the song of the day so I guess it's ok.
I really like her voice and the lyrics is plain but nice in a way, it feels like a simple song about the relation to a town, somewhere you've lived, I like the way it is described.
The song of today:
Gothenburg by Maia Hirasawa
1. No I didn't pick this song because that is where I'm going
2.It feels kind of random to me to make this song "The song of the day", I only just heared it when I was searching around for artists I was a little interested in hearing more from, among them were Maia Hirasawa who I remember seeing on TV at more than one ocation. Still; it is supposed to be the song of the day so I guess it's ok.
I really like her voice and the lyrics is plain but nice in a way, it feels like a simple song about the relation to a town, somewhere you've lived, I like the way it is described.
Wednesday, 2 July 2008
Insert headline here
Nothing much, sometimes I wonder what I need these days for.. or why I don't make more of them.. Bleach, some Maplestory and I went outside for a little while.. thought about all sort of stuff today.. but when you get tired all the brilliant thoughts and ideas you had earlier the same day disapears.
The song of today:
What I've Done by Linkin Park
I've listened to Linkin Park for quite a long time, they are great in my opinion and this is a song with a meaning too, making it really great.
Oh and I'll try to make open the comments section so that anyone can comment, I'll check it out, if I don't like it; I'll withdraw that function again.
The song of today:
What I've Done by Linkin Park
I've listened to Linkin Park for quite a long time, they are great in my opinion and this is a song with a meaning too, making it really great.
Oh and I'll try to make open the comments section so that anyone can comment, I'll check it out, if I don't like it; I'll withdraw that function again.
Tuesday, 1 July 2008
We do it every day~
I went to Kenny and played Brawl last friday, it was the day of the european version release.. A great, great, great game, the first game I've waited for and followed so much, I checked the website for updates almost every day, I'm not disapointed at all. Then my cousin came last saturday, we played Maplestory together most of the time (he borrowed my dads laptop) but we did other stuff too. So that's the explaination for me not beeing here, writing.
My cousin went home by train today.. I haven't done much at all today, I kinda rested myself a little; did everything a little extra slow. I think you need that sometimes, especially when you haven't slept all that much.
Anyways my dad got tickets to the concert today, it'll be great, it'll be greater than great.
I saw the movie Beowulf today, it was a good movie.
The song of today:
Ain't No Reason by Brett Dennen
A beautiful song, magical lyrics.
My cousin went home by train today.. I haven't done much at all today, I kinda rested myself a little; did everything a little extra slow. I think you need that sometimes, especially when you haven't slept all that much.
Anyways my dad got tickets to the concert today, it'll be great, it'll be greater than great.
I saw the movie Beowulf today, it was a good movie.
The song of today:
Ain't No Reason by Brett Dennen
A beautiful song, magical lyrics.
Thursday, 26 June 2008
Set
Ok so my cousin didn't come over today, he said that things got in the way so he didn't have the time, maybe he's coming on saturday instead. I completed a mission on GTA IV today, I don't know if I hated it or loved it.. I got to choose between killing one guy or the other, I had met both of them alot before in the game and now they were out to get each other. I got to tell you, choices in games like that is hard to make sometimes XD.. I don't mind fighting a boss for months without winning or going on a killing-spree, killing thousands of inocent victims in a game, it's just that this type of mission is hard.
My dad called and said that he traded the days he would work so that we can go to Gothenburg next weekend, we don't have tickets but Bruce Springsteen is having a concert, dad'll try to get tickets, I think he said we will go anyways if we don't. Dad have told me several times about when he and his cousin decided to go to Gothenburg one weekend when Bruce was having a concert, they bought tickets from others and got too many so they sold some, bought better tickets and so on, I think they ended up with more money than they started out with and they got to see the concert. So I think dad'll try to buy tickets down there if he doesn't get any before that, he said that if we don't get tickets we can always be outside listening, that would be an adventure too.
The song of today:
Paradise by Bruce Springsteen
Yeah, I'm a little worked up about this, I've seen him perform once and it was magic, truely.. Well, my favourite song from that concert is Empty Sky.. It was just so right. Well this song on the other hand isn't one of his most famous ones but it is great, you just float away in the song, it's great, great, great. Haven't seen him perform this song though.
My dad called and said that he traded the days he would work so that we can go to Gothenburg next weekend, we don't have tickets but Bruce Springsteen is having a concert, dad'll try to get tickets, I think he said we will go anyways if we don't. Dad have told me several times about when he and his cousin decided to go to Gothenburg one weekend when Bruce was having a concert, they bought tickets from others and got too many so they sold some, bought better tickets and so on, I think they ended up with more money than they started out with and they got to see the concert. So I think dad'll try to buy tickets down there if he doesn't get any before that, he said that if we don't get tickets we can always be outside listening, that would be an adventure too.
The song of today:
Paradise by Bruce Springsteen
Yeah, I'm a little worked up about this, I've seen him perform once and it was magic, truely.. Well, my favourite song from that concert is Empty Sky.. It was just so right. Well this song on the other hand isn't one of his most famous ones but it is great, you just float away in the song, it's great, great, great. Haven't seen him perform this song though.
Wednesday, 25 June 2008
Memories
Didn't do much today, but that can be great sometimes too, you know.
Oh, I was too tired to tell you that I saw 10.000 BC yesterday, a good movie.
The song of today:
Everywhere by Yellowcard
A great song, reminds me of a girl I liked.. or still like, too bad she didn't like me that way back. I told her that I liked her more than a year ago, I don't have to tell you it didn't go well.. Oh, well.. too bad I still think about her quite sometimes.
Great song, listen to it, lyrics and music is great.
Oh, I was too tired to tell you that I saw 10.000 BC yesterday, a good movie.
The song of today:
Everywhere by Yellowcard
A great song, reminds me of a girl I liked.. or still like, too bad she didn't like me that way back. I told her that I liked her more than a year ago, I don't have to tell you it didn't go well.. Oh, well.. too bad I still think about her quite sometimes.
Great song, listen to it, lyrics and music is great.
Tuesday, 24 June 2008
GTA IV
Well, I got home from Kenny's place today, we had a great time.
I've played GTA IV non stop for quite a while, it really is great, MGS4 and GTA4 really makes me appreciate my Ps3 to the fullest.
I'm quite tired, cyas.
As much as I want to make all these wonderful Disney songs I've been listening to today to "The song of today"; I'm not going to, just so you know.. it would get pointless.. though; I'm not saying "I'm on my way" was the last disney song.
The song of today:
Beautiful Day by U2
This is only one of U2's fantastic songs, everything's great about it, I'm too tired to explain anything deeper than that.
I've played GTA IV non stop for quite a while, it really is great, MGS4 and GTA4 really makes me appreciate my Ps3 to the fullest.
I'm quite tired, cyas.
As much as I want to make all these wonderful Disney songs I've been listening to today to "The song of today"; I'm not going to, just so you know.. it would get pointless.. though; I'm not saying "I'm on my way" was the last disney song.
The song of today:
Beautiful Day by U2
This is only one of U2's fantastic songs, everything's great about it, I'm too tired to explain anything deeper than that.
Sunday, 22 June 2008
I'm back
Didn't run today, got home pretty late, I've played wii all weekend and I'll go to Kenny(a friend)'s place tomorrow.. I bought GTA IV today.
The song of today:
Aicha by Outlandish
I heard it on some old CD my cousin had and I remembered that I liked this song when it was new, and I like it still, just a sweet tune.
The song of today:
Aicha by Outlandish
I heard it on some old CD my cousin had and I remembered that I liked this song when it was new, and I like it still, just a sweet tune.
Tuesday, 17 June 2008
I'll keep it short
I completed Metal Gear Solid today, a really great game.. maybe a little too much cinematic scenes in it compared to the time to play but otherwise a really nice and variated game with a great amount of elements in it. Then I tried out the Metal Gear Online feature, it's really nice.
Other than that I ran and watched the fotball game between Italy and France.
The song of today:
On My Way by Phil Collins & Mark Mancina
Well yeah it's a disney song, but it's really great, both lyrics and music are great, creating a good feeling.
Other than that I ran and watched the fotball game between Italy and France.
The song of today:
On My Way by Phil Collins & Mark Mancina
Well yeah it's a disney song, but it's really great, both lyrics and music are great, creating a good feeling.
Bosses and mouses
Today (you get the deal, even though it's past midnight when I write this) my mouse for the computer broke so dad and I just bought a new keyboard and a new mouse just like that, I've had the mouse and keyboard from one of our older computers up until now.
And I've played Metal Gear Solid 4 most of the day, funny how consumed you can get, it's really fun to play and it's got a lot of variated gameplay.
Didn't feel like writing any today so I didn't, even though I've formed some plans in my head about it, I did run though.. maybe I'll run two laps one of these days.
And my cousin called, funny how we think alike; I've been thinking of asking to come over to his place (he live in Eskilstuna, which is an hour by train from here) but he called me first, I'm going this wednesday after I've been to the dentist, don't expect me to write anything here while I'm there.
The song of today:
More Than Words by Extreme
The song explains itself, lol. Well; great lyrics simply. Give it a listen, will you?
"Hold me close don't ever let me go"
And I've played Metal Gear Solid 4 most of the day, funny how consumed you can get, it's really fun to play and it's got a lot of variated gameplay.
Didn't feel like writing any today so I didn't, even though I've formed some plans in my head about it, I did run though.. maybe I'll run two laps one of these days.
And my cousin called, funny how we think alike; I've been thinking of asking to come over to his place (he live in Eskilstuna, which is an hour by train from here) but he called me first, I'm going this wednesday after I've been to the dentist, don't expect me to write anything here while I'm there.
The song of today:
More Than Words by Extreme
The song explains itself, lol. Well; great lyrics simply. Give it a listen, will you?
"Hold me close don't ever let me go"
Sunday, 15 June 2008
Less me more music
I ran but didn't write a page today, I didn't find the time, and I didn't get to the sprite-work either. Mostly I played Metal Gear Solid 4 and other stuff. I havn't got much else to say, I've listened a lot to Disney music today too.
The song of today:
Magnus Uggla - Dumma flickor
Yeah here we go again with the Swedish songs, and I'm not going to comment it anymore after this either, I don't have.. or at least I think I don't have any non-swedish readers, hey I barely have any readers at all.. well, doesn't matter, so; back to the song.
I really like the lyrics of this song, that's the greatest asset of the song, and sometimes I just feel exactly like the song's lyrics, and I hate myself for thinking that too, basicly it describes two true things; how beeing "like you are suposed to be" can be "negative", that you can be "too good" and it also describes the desires of the human nature a little, don't know if you fully understood that, I'm a little tired when writing this.. great song to me anyways, although I've practicly been "taught" to like Uggla.. not really but dad said that he liked his music when I was younger and I've liked it too since I was little, don't know if that's a good or bad thing and how much he liking it influenced me.
This song isn't that easy to find on the net and such, like youtube, if you want to have at least a little clue what the song's about (without searching like a maniac the lyrics is easy to find at least.
The song of today:
Magnus Uggla - Dumma flickor
Yeah here we go again with the Swedish songs, and I'm not going to comment it anymore after this either, I don't have.. or at least I think I don't have any non-swedish readers, hey I barely have any readers at all.. well, doesn't matter, so; back to the song.
I really like the lyrics of this song, that's the greatest asset of the song, and sometimes I just feel exactly like the song's lyrics, and I hate myself for thinking that too, basicly it describes two true things; how beeing "like you are suposed to be" can be "negative", that you can be "too good" and it also describes the desires of the human nature a little, don't know if you fully understood that, I'm a little tired when writing this.. great song to me anyways, although I've practicly been "taught" to like Uggla.. not really but dad said that he liked his music when I was younger and I've liked it too since I was little, don't know if that's a good or bad thing and how much he liking it influenced me.
This song isn't that easy to find on the net and such, like youtube, if you want to have at least a little clue what the song's about (without searching like a maniac the lyrics is easy to find at least.
Saturday, 14 June 2008
Done
You can say I got almost everything I planned to get done today, I ran a lap this morning and wrote a page after a shower, breakfast and cleaning my room. A short while after the fotball game, between Sweden and Spain, began and my fathers friend (with family) came to watch with us, too bad Sweden lost the very last minute 2-1.. Still there's one game left, a tie would do against Russia. And since the game ended I've played Metal Gear Solid 4 with dad's friends son, it is a great game, I'll tell you that. The only thing I wanted to do today that I didn't was some sprite-work for a game me and my friends are working on a little, maybe I'll get to that tomorrow, maybe not.
The song of today:
Carry Me by The Levellers
I don't really know why, that's what I feel, I can't precisly tell you why I chose this song but I like it somehow.
The song of today:
Carry Me by The Levellers
I don't really know why, that's what I feel, I can't precisly tell you why I chose this song but I like it somehow.
Friday, 13 June 2008
Good, awesome, fantastic day.
So much happened today, I got Metal Gear Solid 4, even though I haven't played much of it yet, there where like a "test the weapons -mode" or something that I tried out before I had to go to one of the local foodstores with our dogs and my sister to meet up my father there, we helped him buy candy and such. Then we went home by car and watched one of two movies I got from my sister for my birthday, it really was a pleasant surprise, the movie is called Ned Kelly, I think it's at least worth watching, I'm not going to tell you more about the film, if you want to know more about it look it up somewhere on the internet.
After the movie I went out to run, I've decided to run a lap around a little narrow path in the woods close to my home once a day and to also write a page a day on my "book" or something like that, I've called it "1L1P"(1 lap, 1 page) to myself. I can't believe I ran the whole lap around, the last 3/4 of it I kept on going forward by will power only, when I was done the sweat felt like sand on my forehead. Then I had this really amazing experience when I was in the shower, I was thinking about alot of stuff (running clears your head like nothing else) and then suddenly I began to laugh, well I laughed inside the whole time but only a few "he... he" slipped out of my mouth, it was an unbeliveably good sensation, I don't know why but I felt really alive and my whole body was filling up with pure happyness.. for no obvious reason, when I thought about it later on I thought that maybe it was all the stress and such the school had caused that was finally letting go, and that's what I believe right now.
When I got out of the shower I sat down in front of the computer and wrote the second page of my "book", just this once I'll show you what I wrote, and sry, it's in swedish, I'm not going to translate it if that's what you think XD.
"Rummet innanför var klätt i röda tyger som hängde på väggarna, överallt glittrade vackra pärlor som var fastspända i de tunna tygerna, pojken, som hette Petri kunde skymta en liten golvyta innanför, tillräckligt stor för att en mindre bil skulle kunna få plats. Mannen i kappan uppmanade honom att gå in och pojken lydde, när han kom in upptäckte han att man inte såg väggarna för alla tyger, bakom de genomskinliga röda tygerna glittrade lager på lager av liknande tyger, petri vände sig om, det enda undantaget var dörröppningen där mannen med kappan stod. Han var påväg in och sköt igen dörren, dess baksida var klätt precis som rummets alla andra väggar, det var omöjligt att urskilja var dörren hade varit. Plötsligt släppte all nyfikenhet som rummet lyckats väcka inom Petri och kvar var bara förtvivlan; varför hade mannen tagit honom hit, vad tänkte han göra? Petri slängde sig argsint mot mannen som fört bort honom men stoppades snabbt, mannen i kappan hade satt ett finger mot Petri’s panna, det brände något förfärligt, smärtan som detta enda finger skapade slängde Petri mot golvet men han kände inte golvet under sig, istället fortsatte han falla, mannen och rummet med tygerna försvann långt där ovanför, de blev bara suddiga bilder som försvann långt, långt där borta, innan det svartnade helt tyckte sig Petri se tygerna fladdra vilt, som om en orkan drog och slet i dem.
Det var först när Petri sakta blinkade till och plötsligt klarvaken stirrade upp mot månen och stjärnorna som dansade på en öppen natthimmel som han förstod att han hade svimmat av. Han försökte resa sig, eller åtminstone röra på sig men det var förgäves, hur han än försökte kunde han inte lyfta ett finger, han förmådde bara att ligga där och känna det fuktiga gräset under sig. Han försökte tala men orden tycktes tryckas ner i halsen på honom, det ända han fick fram var små hostande ljud. Några få sekunder senare hörde han hur en kvist bröts någonstans ovanför huvudet och han önskade med ens att han hade legat tyst, bara stirrat upp på himmelen och låtit tiden gå. Plötsligt dök ett ansikte upp framför honom, de blåa ögonen som stirrade tillbaka på honom var lugnande, ansiktet hade mycket bestämda linjer som ändå såg otroligt mjuka ut, det hade markerade kindben och en skarp haklinje men huden såg ut som den på ett spädbarn, aldrig hade Petri sett en vuxen människa med en hud som såg så len ut. Petris blick vandrade och han lade märke till de spetsiga öronen, den snirkliga huvudbonaden som hade formen av en smal gren som löpte slingrandes över pannan och runt huvudet som ett tillvridet pannband av någon metall fast med detaljrika små blad gjorda i samma metall lite här och var. Håret som tillhörde ansiktet var långt och löpte bak mot nacken där det var fastspänt med hjälp av ett flertal små skimrande spännen som löpte kors och tvärs, resultatet var att det blonda håret bara hängde ner som vanligt över nacken och ryggen. Tankar svepte över Petri likt en våg som sköljde över honom obarmhärtigt; var var han, vart var mannen och rummet med de röda tygerna och vem tillhörde det här ansiktet?
Ansiktet log mot honom, det såg förstående ut på något sätt, sedan öppnade det munnen. ”Sovit gott?”Petri försökte svara men fick återigen bara fram små hostande ljud, ansiktet bara log och satte ett finger mot Petris läppar, med ens kunde han utan förhinder tala. ”Var är jag?” av alla frågor som bubblade inom Petri var det just den han fick fram.
”På en liten kulle i den västra delen av Danmark” sa ansiktet och log.
”Ljug inte, det är inte möjligt” sa Petri med uppspärrade ögon, han kunde inte tro vad han hört. ”Visst är det sant alltid men jag tror du kan behöva lite mer sömn, du har bara varit medvetslös i drygt en timme”Utan att Petri hann svara satte ansiktet sitt finger mot Petris panna, det brände till smått och Petri var förlorad i totalt mörker, stilla tänkte han en sista tanke innan han helt försvann bort i det påträngande mörkret ”ansikte? Det är väl klart att ansiktet hade en kropp, vilken fånig tanke” med den sista tanken flöt han in i tomheten som omfamnade honom så hårt nu."
Now; it's just the first version, I'll probably re-work it and the program for writing this blog screwed up some things in the text like gaps at the start of a line where somebody is talking and such. Oh and, this is my material, don't try to steal it or anything XD. (Not that I think you will, it's not worth it)
The song of today:
Our Farewell by Within Temptation
It was on my "The Celtic Circle" cd, I listened to it when writing my "book", beautiful is the best word to describe it, the voice but also the lyrics, just listen to it. I found some live versions of it on youtube but I think the "recorded" version is better.
After the movie I went out to run, I've decided to run a lap around a little narrow path in the woods close to my home once a day and to also write a page a day on my "book" or something like that, I've called it "1L1P"(1 lap, 1 page) to myself. I can't believe I ran the whole lap around, the last 3/4 of it I kept on going forward by will power only, when I was done the sweat felt like sand on my forehead. Then I had this really amazing experience when I was in the shower, I was thinking about alot of stuff (running clears your head like nothing else) and then suddenly I began to laugh, well I laughed inside the whole time but only a few "he... he" slipped out of my mouth, it was an unbeliveably good sensation, I don't know why but I felt really alive and my whole body was filling up with pure happyness.. for no obvious reason, when I thought about it later on I thought that maybe it was all the stress and such the school had caused that was finally letting go, and that's what I believe right now.
When I got out of the shower I sat down in front of the computer and wrote the second page of my "book", just this once I'll show you what I wrote, and sry, it's in swedish, I'm not going to translate it if that's what you think XD.
"Rummet innanför var klätt i röda tyger som hängde på väggarna, överallt glittrade vackra pärlor som var fastspända i de tunna tygerna, pojken, som hette Petri kunde skymta en liten golvyta innanför, tillräckligt stor för att en mindre bil skulle kunna få plats. Mannen i kappan uppmanade honom att gå in och pojken lydde, när han kom in upptäckte han att man inte såg väggarna för alla tyger, bakom de genomskinliga röda tygerna glittrade lager på lager av liknande tyger, petri vände sig om, det enda undantaget var dörröppningen där mannen med kappan stod. Han var påväg in och sköt igen dörren, dess baksida var klätt precis som rummets alla andra väggar, det var omöjligt att urskilja var dörren hade varit. Plötsligt släppte all nyfikenhet som rummet lyckats väcka inom Petri och kvar var bara förtvivlan; varför hade mannen tagit honom hit, vad tänkte han göra? Petri slängde sig argsint mot mannen som fört bort honom men stoppades snabbt, mannen i kappan hade satt ett finger mot Petri’s panna, det brände något förfärligt, smärtan som detta enda finger skapade slängde Petri mot golvet men han kände inte golvet under sig, istället fortsatte han falla, mannen och rummet med tygerna försvann långt där ovanför, de blev bara suddiga bilder som försvann långt, långt där borta, innan det svartnade helt tyckte sig Petri se tygerna fladdra vilt, som om en orkan drog och slet i dem.
Det var först när Petri sakta blinkade till och plötsligt klarvaken stirrade upp mot månen och stjärnorna som dansade på en öppen natthimmel som han förstod att han hade svimmat av. Han försökte resa sig, eller åtminstone röra på sig men det var förgäves, hur han än försökte kunde han inte lyfta ett finger, han förmådde bara att ligga där och känna det fuktiga gräset under sig. Han försökte tala men orden tycktes tryckas ner i halsen på honom, det ända han fick fram var små hostande ljud. Några få sekunder senare hörde han hur en kvist bröts någonstans ovanför huvudet och han önskade med ens att han hade legat tyst, bara stirrat upp på himmelen och låtit tiden gå. Plötsligt dök ett ansikte upp framför honom, de blåa ögonen som stirrade tillbaka på honom var lugnande, ansiktet hade mycket bestämda linjer som ändå såg otroligt mjuka ut, det hade markerade kindben och en skarp haklinje men huden såg ut som den på ett spädbarn, aldrig hade Petri sett en vuxen människa med en hud som såg så len ut. Petris blick vandrade och han lade märke till de spetsiga öronen, den snirkliga huvudbonaden som hade formen av en smal gren som löpte slingrandes över pannan och runt huvudet som ett tillvridet pannband av någon metall fast med detaljrika små blad gjorda i samma metall lite här och var. Håret som tillhörde ansiktet var långt och löpte bak mot nacken där det var fastspänt med hjälp av ett flertal små skimrande spännen som löpte kors och tvärs, resultatet var att det blonda håret bara hängde ner som vanligt över nacken och ryggen. Tankar svepte över Petri likt en våg som sköljde över honom obarmhärtigt; var var han, vart var mannen och rummet med de röda tygerna och vem tillhörde det här ansiktet?
Ansiktet log mot honom, det såg förstående ut på något sätt, sedan öppnade det munnen. ”Sovit gott?”Petri försökte svara men fick återigen bara fram små hostande ljud, ansiktet bara log och satte ett finger mot Petris läppar, med ens kunde han utan förhinder tala. ”Var är jag?” av alla frågor som bubblade inom Petri var det just den han fick fram.
”På en liten kulle i den västra delen av Danmark” sa ansiktet och log.
”Ljug inte, det är inte möjligt” sa Petri med uppspärrade ögon, han kunde inte tro vad han hört. ”Visst är det sant alltid men jag tror du kan behöva lite mer sömn, du har bara varit medvetslös i drygt en timme”Utan att Petri hann svara satte ansiktet sitt finger mot Petris panna, det brände till smått och Petri var förlorad i totalt mörker, stilla tänkte han en sista tanke innan han helt försvann bort i det påträngande mörkret ”ansikte? Det är väl klart att ansiktet hade en kropp, vilken fånig tanke” med den sista tanken flöt han in i tomheten som omfamnade honom så hårt nu."
Now; it's just the first version, I'll probably re-work it and the program for writing this blog screwed up some things in the text like gaps at the start of a line where somebody is talking and such. Oh and, this is my material, don't try to steal it or anything XD. (Not that I think you will, it's not worth it)
The song of today:
Our Farewell by Within Temptation
It was on my "The Celtic Circle" cd, I listened to it when writing my "book", beautiful is the best word to describe it, the voice but also the lyrics, just listen to it. I found some live versions of it on youtube but I think the "recorded" version is better.
Thursday, 12 June 2008
The hunt for MGS4
I took my bike and went into town two times, both of the times to see if the local game-shop had Metal Gear Solid 4, the first time the man working there said that he probably would get it later this day but then I found out that the delivery got a litte late the second time I was there, so I asked him to put away it for me when it arrives, he said the delivery would come mid-day tomorrow, so hopefully I've got it tomorrow ^^. I didn't do anything special other than that today, I mostly stayed at the computer and other meaningless stuff ^^. I found myself with wanting to sleep because of boredom like three hours ago or something.
The song of today:
Heaven Forbid by The Fray
Truth be told, I heard this song for the first time today, I've listened to The Fray alot before but I discovered this song today, and it is just too beautiful; every single bit of this song is my favorite part. "Heven forbid, you end up alone and don't know why" that's just so me.
The song of today:
Heaven Forbid by The Fray
Truth be told, I heard this song for the first time today, I've listened to The Fray alot before but I discovered this song today, and it is just too beautiful; every single bit of this song is my favorite part. "Heven forbid, you end up alone and don't know why" that's just so me.
Wednesday, 11 June 2008
No more school for weeks = depression?
School ended today but right now, at the moment I don't feel very well.. at all, I'm depressed without a really obvious reason, it could be because I didn't get any good sleep last night, it was too hot when I went to bed and then I woke up several times like really~ early in the morning without being able to fall asleep for a while again, or it could be because I felt more alone or excluded from "the group" today, sure; I have friends in school.. but they're like.. not friends I spend my sparetime with, witch results in me being alone most of the time after school. It was really obvious today I think.. Oh well, that's the way it is.. I got my grades for my completed classes;
Once again, it's on a scale of four(worst to best in order); IG-G-VG-MVG
"English"/Swedish;
"visual arts"(or something like that)/Bild; MVG
English A/Engelska A; MVG
"Esthetic activity"/Estetisk verksamhet; VG
"Business economics A"/Företagsekonomi A; MVG
Mathematics A/Matematik A; VG
"Science B"/Naturkunskap B; VG
Social studies A/Samhällskunskap A; VG (that's the teacher that I don't like btw)
Modern languages (Spanish) 3/Moderna språk (Spanska) steg 3; MVG
Swedish A/Svenska A; MVG
Guess I did pretty good so far.. well.. what does it matter?..
Oh, and don't get me wrong in any way, it's not that there's no school that gets me down, I love the fact that the summer vacation is finally here.
One last thing; I plan on trying to get my hands on Metal Gear Solid 4 tomorrow.
The song of today:
Last Train Home by Lostprophets
This song is just so right for how I feel right now, I'm trying to act acording to this; "But there's still tomorrow, forget the sorrow" right now. And I love the feeling of the song and I like that there's like three different paces in the song.
Cya
Once again, it's on a scale of four(worst to best in order); IG-G-VG-MVG
"English"/Swedish;
"visual arts"(or something like that)/Bild; MVG
English A/Engelska A; MVG
"Esthetic activity"/Estetisk verksamhet; VG
"Business economics A"/Företagsekonomi A; MVG
Mathematics A/Matematik A; VG
"Science B"/Naturkunskap B; VG
Social studies A/Samhällskunskap A; VG (that's the teacher that I don't like btw)
Modern languages (Spanish) 3/Moderna språk (Spanska) steg 3; MVG
Swedish A/Svenska A; MVG
Guess I did pretty good so far.. well.. what does it matter?..
Oh, and don't get me wrong in any way, it's not that there's no school that gets me down, I love the fact that the summer vacation is finally here.
One last thing; I plan on trying to get my hands on Metal Gear Solid 4 tomorrow.
The song of today:
Last Train Home by Lostprophets
This song is just so right for how I feel right now, I'm trying to act acording to this; "But there's still tomorrow, forget the sorrow" right now. And I love the feeling of the song and I like that there's like three different paces in the song.
Cya
Tuesday, 10 June 2008
2-0
Not much school today, it's my last day tomorrow. I saw Sweden's first soccer-game in the european championship, Sweden won with two goals against Greece, who won the last championship, it's just great and fun to watch.
The song of today:
Where Eagles Have Been by Wolfmother
I really like the sound of this band in general and this song is really great, Wolfmothers unique sound combined with a great song with great lyrics. My favorite part of the song; "Nothing's quite what it seems in the city of dreams" even though many parts of the song is brilliant.
The song of today:
Where Eagles Have Been by Wolfmother
I really like the sound of this band in general and this song is really great, Wolfmothers unique sound combined with a great song with great lyrics. My favorite part of the song; "Nothing's quite what it seems in the city of dreams" even though many parts of the song is brilliant.
Monday, 9 June 2008
Relief
School's really ending, and I only had two lessons today, it feels great. Offe (a guy in my class) said that he though of me as strange at first but he changed his mind when he got to know me, he said that I was really cool/nice or something like that, I guess that's how I am, I don't know if it's good or bad.
I saw the movie Jumper together with my dad when I got home, it was a really good movie, it had most things a good movie needs.
The song of today:
29 Mars by Kapten Röd
I really like this song, it's in swedish and it's great in everyway, just because I felt like it I'll put the lyrics, and I'll atempt to translate it.
In Swedish;
Kan inte förmå mig, låter låten gråta åt mig, så låten gråter åt mig...
Jag fortsätter vända mig om men du finns inte där.
Jag fortsätter leta men finner ingen mening att va här.
Jag vill inte vakna imorn utan kärlek i min värld.
Så jag fortsätter vända mig om men du finns inte där.
Den här låten den e ren terapi, min enda nyckel till en öppning i ett inspärrat liv.
Alla säger minnena skall blekna med tid, ska jag va ärlig, kan jag inte se när det blir.
Jag trodde aldrig att jag kunde falla ner så djupt.
Men sen kommer världens bästa vibration och ger mig ljus, är du en dröm, snälla ta inte slut.
Åh nej...
Jag fortsätter vända mig om men du finns inte där.
Jag fortsätter leta men finner ingen mening att va här.
Jag vill inte vakna imorn utan kärlek i min värld.
Så jag fortsätter vända mig om men du finns inte där.
Så skrik ut, sluta viska
Väljer hur du vill leva så sluta spring under piskan
Man stressar genom livet, rädd för saker å missa
Vi har ingenting att pricka av på nån lista
Vissa säger lev din dag som din sista
Vissa söker lugn man bara finner i kistan
Men jag vet att bara inte kärleken vissnar
Kommer allt det vackra övervinna det bistra
Jag fortsätter vända mig om men du finns inte där.
Jag fortsätter leta men finner ingen mening att va här.
Jag vill inte vakna imorn utan kärlek i min värld.
Så jag fortsätter vända mig om men du finns inte där.
Nu finns du här, nu finns du här, i min atmosfär, nu finns du här.
Så va e på
så va e på
så va e på
kärlek e på gång
My somewhat crappy translation into English;
I'm not able to, let the song cry in my place, so let the song cry i my place.
I keep turning around but you're not there.
I keep searching but I don't find a reason to be here.
I don't want to wake up tomorrow without love in my world.
So I keep turning around but you're not there.
This song is pure therapy, my only key to an opening in a imprisoned life.
Everybody says that the memories shall fade with time, to be honest; I can't see when that'll be.
I never though I could fall so deep.
But then the worlds best vibration comes to give me light, if you are a dream, please don't end.
Oh no...
I keep turning around but you're not there.
I keep searching but I don't find a reason to be here.
I don't want to wake up tomorrow without love in my world.
So I keep turning around but you're not there.
So shout out, stop whispering
Choosing how you want to live, so stop running due to the whip
You rush through life, afraid to miss things
We don't have anything to tick off on some list
Some say live your day as if it were the last one
Some seek peace you only find in the coffin
But I know that if love doesn't wither
Then all the beutiful will overcome the grim.
I keep turning around but you're not there.
I keep searching but I don't find a reason to be here.
I don't want to wake up tomorrow without love in my world.
So I keep turning around but you're not there.
Now you're here, now you're here, in my atmosphere, now you're here.
So what's
So what's
So what's
Love's what's up.
Now; I know that there are probably not a single person reading my blog that don't know Swedish but I liked translating the song, I thought it was fun, that's the only and single reason I did it.. oh and I copied the swedish text from another site.
I love this song simply because it is true, almost too true, that's the main feature about this song to me but I like the whole thing too of course.
I saw the movie Jumper together with my dad when I got home, it was a really good movie, it had most things a good movie needs.
The song of today:
29 Mars by Kapten Röd
I really like this song, it's in swedish and it's great in everyway, just because I felt like it I'll put the lyrics, and I'll atempt to translate it.
In Swedish;
Kan inte förmå mig, låter låten gråta åt mig, så låten gråter åt mig...
Jag fortsätter vända mig om men du finns inte där.
Jag fortsätter leta men finner ingen mening att va här.
Jag vill inte vakna imorn utan kärlek i min värld.
Så jag fortsätter vända mig om men du finns inte där.
Den här låten den e ren terapi, min enda nyckel till en öppning i ett inspärrat liv.
Alla säger minnena skall blekna med tid, ska jag va ärlig, kan jag inte se när det blir.
Jag trodde aldrig att jag kunde falla ner så djupt.
Men sen kommer världens bästa vibration och ger mig ljus, är du en dröm, snälla ta inte slut.
Åh nej...
Jag fortsätter vända mig om men du finns inte där.
Jag fortsätter leta men finner ingen mening att va här.
Jag vill inte vakna imorn utan kärlek i min värld.
Så jag fortsätter vända mig om men du finns inte där.
Så skrik ut, sluta viska
Väljer hur du vill leva så sluta spring under piskan
Man stressar genom livet, rädd för saker å missa
Vi har ingenting att pricka av på nån lista
Vissa säger lev din dag som din sista
Vissa söker lugn man bara finner i kistan
Men jag vet att bara inte kärleken vissnar
Kommer allt det vackra övervinna det bistra
Jag fortsätter vända mig om men du finns inte där.
Jag fortsätter leta men finner ingen mening att va här.
Jag vill inte vakna imorn utan kärlek i min värld.
Så jag fortsätter vända mig om men du finns inte där.
Nu finns du här, nu finns du här, i min atmosfär, nu finns du här.
Så va e på
så va e på
så va e på
kärlek e på gång
My somewhat crappy translation into English;
I'm not able to, let the song cry in my place, so let the song cry i my place.
I keep turning around but you're not there.
I keep searching but I don't find a reason to be here.
I don't want to wake up tomorrow without love in my world.
So I keep turning around but you're not there.
This song is pure therapy, my only key to an opening in a imprisoned life.
Everybody says that the memories shall fade with time, to be honest; I can't see when that'll be.
I never though I could fall so deep.
But then the worlds best vibration comes to give me light, if you are a dream, please don't end.
Oh no...
I keep turning around but you're not there.
I keep searching but I don't find a reason to be here.
I don't want to wake up tomorrow without love in my world.
So I keep turning around but you're not there.
So shout out, stop whispering
Choosing how you want to live, so stop running due to the whip
You rush through life, afraid to miss things
We don't have anything to tick off on some list
Some say live your day as if it were the last one
Some seek peace you only find in the coffin
But I know that if love doesn't wither
Then all the beutiful will overcome the grim.
I keep turning around but you're not there.
I keep searching but I don't find a reason to be here.
I don't want to wake up tomorrow without love in my world.
So I keep turning around but you're not there.
Now you're here, now you're here, in my atmosphere, now you're here.
So what's
So what's
So what's
Love's what's up.
Now; I know that there are probably not a single person reading my blog that don't know Swedish but I liked translating the song, I thought it was fun, that's the only and single reason I did it.. oh and I copied the swedish text from another site.
I love this song simply because it is true, almost too true, that's the main feature about this song to me but I like the whole thing too of course.
Sunday, 8 June 2008
Get this summer started already
I've done my homework now, it feels so good to have it done, I have three days in school starting tomorrow and then I've got summer vacation, it feels unbelievably good, I don't know much what I'll do though, we are going to our summer place, where our family usually spends like 2 to 4 weeks of the summer, I love it there, although I didn't like it when I was younger, it feels like my sister still have problems going there without bringing any friends. Oh; and I'll try to write, I don't like saying it because it sets the expectations too high for me and for anyone else, but it is a fact that I'm trying to write, my goal is to make it as long as a book, but that is a little too much to say right now, I don't like saying it at all.
My cousin went home many hours ago, we did the same thing as yesterday today. We bathed today too, right now my mom is picking up my dad in a neighboring city, he's been at a festival called Sweden Rock (it was in the southern part of sweden) since like friday or something I think, one of my older cousins performed togheter with his band at Sweden Rock by the way, it feels like they're getting somewhere, I'm glad, the name of the band is WhenIt if you wanted to know. I think I heard the car arrive outside now.. well I'll go to bed soon, after all; school's not over yet.
The song of today:
I'm Good I'm Gone by Lykke Li
I heard this song on the radio on my way to the beach today, I've heard it before, I had just forgotten about it, it's really good, I like the version where Robyn and others are performing together with Lykke Li, it is a really artistic song, it feels different in some way, in a good way too.I fell like this song is mostly about the combination of the vocal parts and the instruments, lyrics is less important, not unimportant, just less important. And I think the song grows more and more the more you listen to it.
My cousin went home many hours ago, we did the same thing as yesterday today. We bathed today too, right now my mom is picking up my dad in a neighboring city, he's been at a festival called Sweden Rock (it was in the southern part of sweden) since like friday or something I think, one of my older cousins performed togheter with his band at Sweden Rock by the way, it feels like they're getting somewhere, I'm glad, the name of the band is WhenIt if you wanted to know. I think I heard the car arrive outside now.. well I'll go to bed soon, after all; school's not over yet.
The song of today:
I'm Good I'm Gone by Lykke Li
I heard this song on the radio on my way to the beach today, I've heard it before, I had just forgotten about it, it's really good, I like the version where Robyn and others are performing together with Lykke Li, it is a really artistic song, it feels different in some way, in a good way too.I fell like this song is mostly about the combination of the vocal parts and the instruments, lyrics is less important, not unimportant, just less important. And I think the song grows more and more the more you listen to it.
Bleach
Today (again; read; yesterday..) me and my cousin have played Maple Story and watched bleach like crazy, it was fun, too bad he's going home tomorrow.
Oh and I did clean my room yesterday, even though I haven't done my homework, I'll get to that tomorrow.
The song of today:
Hallelujah by Jeff Buckley
It's just too great, I like this version (with Jeff Buckley that is) the most.
Oh and I did clean my room yesterday, even though I haven't done my homework, I'll get to that tomorrow.
The song of today:
Hallelujah by Jeff Buckley
It's just too great, I like this version (with Jeff Buckley that is) the most.
Saturday, 7 June 2008
Cousin
Today (read; yesterday) my cousin and aunt came, we went to a beach a little bit outside of town, it was pretty fun even though I didn't want to go from the start, and we've played Maple Story up until now since we got home, it was really funny, he borrowed my dads laptop so we both played maple story at the same time. We're going to watch bleach now and then go to sleep.
The song of today:
My religion by Nomy
This song's got a really nice beat and i find the lyrics less important in this particular song, even so all of the song is great, it's just that the beat is the most important feature.
The song of today:
My religion by Nomy
This song's got a really nice beat and i find the lyrics less important in this particular song, even so all of the song is great, it's just that the beat is the most important feature.
Thursday, 5 June 2008
Wait up
School today was as useless as it was enjoyable; like watching some movie or something on every lesson, I didn't mind. And we are free from school tomorrow, since it's the national day of Sweden.. even though we don't celebrate it that much. My cousin and aunt will come tomorrow, that'll be fun. And the reason I'm telling you more about tomorrow than today is simply because I didn't do much today, I helped out a little at home and I watched Bleach for a while and still I didn't find the time to do my last piece of homework or clean my own room, can't be helped I guess, I'll get that done tomorrow.
Oh, and I wanted to see the movie Wicker Park again, I don't remember anything of it but I do have the feeling that it was good, so I want to find out.
The song of today:
Wind by Akeboshi
I know it's the first ending song for the Naruto anime but I think it's the best of the endings and openings. You just gotta love the music and the lyrics is good too.
Oh, and I wanted to see the movie Wicker Park again, I don't remember anything of it but I do have the feeling that it was good, so I want to find out.
The song of today:
Wind by Akeboshi
I know it's the first ending song for the Naruto anime but I think it's the best of the endings and openings. You just gotta love the music and the lyrics is good too.
Wednesday, 4 June 2008
Good night
I saw the last episodes of Berserk and Love Hina (well, I've still got the specials and maybe the OVA left to watch) today. And my cousin took the upper-secondary final examination (I don't know if you guys understood that, that was the translation I found on a web-dictionary). Oh, and during the only lesson I had today (english) we got to know our grades, I got MVG (wich is the highest on a scale of four).
I don't think I've got so much more to say today, I'm just dead tired.
The song of today:
Fix You by Coldplay
Once again I've picked a song with really good lyrics, that's mostly because lyrics is a really important part of songs. Oh, and I love the music too. And I could quote the whole song, but I think the first few lines is the best.
I don't think I've got so much more to say today, I'm just dead tired.
The song of today:
Fix You by Coldplay
Once again I've picked a song with really good lyrics, that's mostly because lyrics is a really important part of songs. Oh, and I love the music too. And I could quote the whole song, but I think the first few lines is the best.
Tuesday, 3 June 2008
Calm
Another anime + school -day; I've almost finished watching Berserk and Love Hina, all three animes are great ^^. We got a test back today, I really don't like that teacher, he's annoying in every way thinkable, I don't even want to begin to explain, oh well.. it always feels like I can't get the best grade on his tests or something, and his tests are really like; the result depends on who's checking it, and our teacher is really simpleminded.. Gah, nothing special today, tomorrow I've only got one lesson (Wooohooo!).
The song of today:
Read My Mind by The Killers
"I don't mind if you don't mind, 'cause I don't shine if you don't shine" says it all.
The song of today:
Read My Mind by The Killers
"I don't mind if you don't mind, 'cause I don't shine if you don't shine" says it all.
Monday, 2 June 2008
A day meant to pass by unnoticed
Nothing special today, I watched anime like crazy after school, I didn't do much else, well I played some Maple Story a short while when I got home but after that it was anime up until now.. practicly. The main reason I didn't do anything but watch anime was because I couldn't stand doing anything else, I didn't feel like talking to anybody on msn or in my Naruto-Arena clan or on Mcleodgaming (a forum mainly developing flashgames). We ate pizza today and a guy from my class called, asking about one of our tests that I've done; he's going to do it tomorrow, I hope I was some help.
Oh and I forgot to mention that I saw the fotball/soccer game between Sweden and Ukraine yesterday, I was really dissapoined Sweden lost 0-1, I mean come on, Ukraine!? Oh well, I sure hope our team will be better during the european championship.
The song of today:
Iris by Goo Goo Dolls
I just realized that this is one of my favorite songs, ever, and I really mean it, I love every last bit of it, its not one of those songs that fit some kind of mood, this song fits me whatever mood I might be in, I think this song really tells alot about me. This is the first lines; "And I'd give up forever to touch you, 'cause I know that you feel me somehow, you're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be and I don't wanna go home right now" I can go on quoting the whole song, every single word is just so right. By the way, I really don't like Ronan Keatings cover of the song. Still, eventhough all the song is great I really like the plead-like lyric at the end of the song "I just want you to know who I am, I just want you to know who I am...~".
Well, I've gotta sleep now, cya.
Oh and I forgot to mention that I saw the fotball/soccer game between Sweden and Ukraine yesterday, I was really dissapoined Sweden lost 0-1, I mean come on, Ukraine!? Oh well, I sure hope our team will be better during the european championship.
The song of today:
Iris by Goo Goo Dolls
I just realized that this is one of my favorite songs, ever, and I really mean it, I love every last bit of it, its not one of those songs that fit some kind of mood, this song fits me whatever mood I might be in, I think this song really tells alot about me. This is the first lines; "And I'd give up forever to touch you, 'cause I know that you feel me somehow, you're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be and I don't wanna go home right now" I can go on quoting the whole song, every single word is just so right. By the way, I really don't like Ronan Keatings cover of the song. Still, eventhough all the song is great I really like the plead-like lyric at the end of the song "I just want you to know who I am, I just want you to know who I am...~".
Well, I've gotta sleep now, cya.
Sunday, 1 June 2008
Another day
Well, it has been a long, uneventful day, I finished my present for my mom, I've walked the dogs all week, well this morning when I woke up she was like "I decided to take the dogs for you this morning" and smiled, I was dead tired so I said "what am I awake at this hour for then? I'll go back to bed" though it made me happy, both that I didn't have to go and that my mom seemed to be in a really good mood.. sometimes she gets very depressed for long times.. like take medicine and stay home from work or doesn't work as much, last time it was really bad was last autumn or something, her friend from work died when they were riding horses.. apparently it was something with her heart, mom got really down after that.. It just struck me how happy it makes me that she's in a better mood and have been for some time now.
When I was out with the dogs this evening I met one of my old classmates from four years or something like that, she was out walking with her mom.. we didn't greet, well I didn't see her until like the last moment before they passed me, I was picking up dog poo at the moment.. Oh well even though we were friends back then people drift apart, even though we live in this really small town I hadn't seen her for like over a year or so. Even if we didn't greet it sure brought back memories.
What else have I been doing today? Well.. I've played some Maple Story.. I'm just playing that game when I don't have anything else to do nowadays. And I've watched anime; Berserk, Love Hina and Bleach. Other than that I've played some Naruto-Arena and roleplayed some with a friend from the internet.
The song of today:
We'll Live And Die In These Towns by The Enemy
I like this song and it reflects how I feel right now very well, everything about the song is good and it stirs up all these feelings within, a song that really says all there is to say in my opinion.
Oh, and I realized that I've been doing this for a week now, and I like it very much, it's not like the first time I tried to have a blog.. well, I'll keep posting, cya and take care
When I was out with the dogs this evening I met one of my old classmates from four years or something like that, she was out walking with her mom.. we didn't greet, well I didn't see her until like the last moment before they passed me, I was picking up dog poo at the moment.. Oh well even though we were friends back then people drift apart, even though we live in this really small town I hadn't seen her for like over a year or so. Even if we didn't greet it sure brought back memories.
What else have I been doing today? Well.. I've played some Maple Story.. I'm just playing that game when I don't have anything else to do nowadays. And I've watched anime; Berserk, Love Hina and Bleach. Other than that I've played some Naruto-Arena and roleplayed some with a friend from the internet.
The song of today:
We'll Live And Die In These Towns by The Enemy
I like this song and it reflects how I feel right now very well, everything about the song is good and it stirs up all these feelings within, a song that really says all there is to say in my opinion.
Oh, and I realized that I've been doing this for a week now, and I like it very much, it's not like the first time I tried to have a blog.. well, I'll keep posting, cya and take care
Saturday, 31 May 2008
Pyjamas
I didn't post yesterday so here is what happened; not much, I did the oral report and I think I did ok, we'll see about that later. And half of my lessons was canceled so I played cards with three girls from my class, the game we played is called "kotte" wich means cone (like fir cone?) it was pretty fun. And about the headline; I wore a pyjamas-shirt or what to call it.. And my sister was like "Are you really gonna wear that to school?" and I said; yeah, then she said that it looked like a pyjamas-shirt and I said "It is a pyjamas-shirt =__=", I wore it anyway, when I got home both my mother and father said "did you really wear that to school". The funny thing is; I don't think they would have noticed that it was a pyjamas-shirt if they didn't know it was; it looks just like a regular one-colored t-shirt.
So, today I've done nothing (well almost, I walked the dogs and went out for a bit) but sitting in front of the computer doing random things like playing different games and stuff, I just had a fight with a huge insect, I'm not easily scared by bugs and stuff but this one was something else.. It looked like one of those spiders with long, thin legs combined with some fly or something, it was twice the size of the usual flying insects we have here in Sweden oh well.. I tried to get it out for like 10 minutes but it kept staying to the walls, avoiding the window and the door.. eventually I grew tired and killed it.
The song of today (I think I'm going to have this from now on) :
Caligula by Hästpojken
I really like that song, the lyrics is like blurry but still so great and the music is really nice, although the singer doesn't have the "cleanest" of voices he've got such increadible feeling and spirit in his singing, it is touching or something.
Take care
So, today I've done nothing (well almost, I walked the dogs and went out for a bit) but sitting in front of the computer doing random things like playing different games and stuff, I just had a fight with a huge insect, I'm not easily scared by bugs and stuff but this one was something else.. It looked like one of those spiders with long, thin legs combined with some fly or something, it was twice the size of the usual flying insects we have here in Sweden oh well.. I tried to get it out for like 10 minutes but it kept staying to the walls, avoiding the window and the door.. eventually I grew tired and killed it.
The song of today (I think I'm going to have this from now on) :
Caligula by Hästpojken
I really like that song, the lyrics is like blurry but still so great and the music is really nice, although the singer doesn't have the "cleanest" of voices he've got such increadible feeling and spirit in his singing, it is touching or something.
Take care
Thursday, 29 May 2008
Get it over with
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School's finally starting to slow down the pace, finally I notice that it's only (roughly) one and a half week left, a lot of our subjects are already done.. and I love some of my teachers because they are letting us skip those classes because of that. I'm going to have like one or two lessons a day next week, it feels really good; summer vacation is coming (Wooohoo!). There's just one thing in my way, one final thing that will take like tons of weights of my shoulders once its done, I have an oral report for tomorrows Swedish-lesson.. We are supposed to talk about countries, I'm going to talk about Japan.. I can't say I'm well prepared at all.. I didn't have the strenght to practice.. at all today, so I'm mostly counting on luck, wich may not be my brightest plan ever but wish me luck and I'll see you when I'm finally begining to see "The light in the end of the school-tunnel" XD
School's finally starting to slow down the pace, finally I notice that it's only (roughly) one and a half week left, a lot of our subjects are already done.. and I love some of my teachers because they are letting us skip those classes because of that. I'm going to have like one or two lessons a day next week, it feels really good; summer vacation is coming (Wooohoo!). There's just one thing in my way, one final thing that will take like tons of weights of my shoulders once its done, I have an oral report for tomorrows Swedish-lesson.. We are supposed to talk about countries, I'm going to talk about Japan.. I can't say I'm well prepared at all.. I didn't have the strenght to practice.. at all today, so I'm mostly counting on luck, wich may not be my brightest plan ever but wish me luck and I'll see you when I'm finally begining to see "The light in the end of the school-tunnel" XD
Wednesday, 28 May 2008
Internet down, Love Hina and Berserk
Nothing special happened today, I didn't start school until 13:00, when I got home the internet didn't work but we fixed it just now. When I didn't have access to the internet I started to watch the Love Hina and Berserk animes, I've read some Love Hina manga before and I've seen some Berserk anime too but now I'm going to watch them both from start, I think they're both pretty good ^^.. not the best but really good. Well, that's all, take care.
Parkour, a test and life
About Yesterday
I didn't post anything yesterday so I'm going to tell you about it now; I was in school and did my last test for this term, I think it went pretty well.. that's kind of surprising considering that I didn't study much at all for it.
After school I went home and then a friend asked me if I wanted to go out and practice Parkour (and before you go "Wooopdeedooooomg you jump between rooftops and other huge gaps like that!?"; No, that's not even close to what me and my friends do, we are really, really, really amatuers, I can't even do a roll, just some vaults and other easier stuff), so we met at the hospital, that's like the best spot you can find in this lousy town.. two of my friends were there when I came but the last one wasn't so we sat down and talked, waiting for him to arrive.. And that took really long time, we ended up so bored that we made jokes about like raping people that walked by - and no I'm not some kind of maniac, we were never even close to serious - but finally the last one arrived and we practiced some Parkour before we had to go home again, that's my yesterday for you.
Tuesday, 27 May 2008
Sick
Today
Today I was at home all day, called in sick to school.. I was sick but not very sick, mostly a very bad headache and lack of will or strenght to do anything really.. Well, so I stayed at home, I promised my mother to walk the dogs all week since it's her birthday and I didn't have anything other to give her. So I've walked the dogs, celebrated my mother a little and watched both versions of "The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy" well, one of them is the film and the other is the series from the 80's I think.. I've got to tell you that both is brilliant and that I've got to read the book(s) sometime.. well, right now I'm trying to study a bit, I've got my last real test at school tomorrow.. But I'm not learning anything right now, oh well.. I'll just hope it goes well tomorrow, that's what I had to say today, you'll hear.. or more like read from me again soon, that is if you could be bothered to continue to read.
Today I was at home all day, called in sick to school.. I was sick but not very sick, mostly a very bad headache and lack of will or strenght to do anything really.. Well, so I stayed at home, I promised my mother to walk the dogs all week since it's her birthday and I didn't have anything other to give her. So I've walked the dogs, celebrated my mother a little and watched both versions of "The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy" well, one of them is the film and the other is the series from the 80's I think.. I've got to tell you that both is brilliant and that I've got to read the book(s) sometime.. well, right now I'm trying to study a bit, I've got my last real test at school tomorrow.. But I'm not learning anything right now, oh well.. I'll just hope it goes well tomorrow, that's what I had to say today, you'll hear.. or more like read from me again soon, that is if you could be bothered to continue to read.
Monday, 26 May 2008
Let's go
Introduction
Welcome, I've tried to do this before but it ended up with disaster XD, anyways, I read a friend of mine's blog just some minutes ago so it ended up with me wanting to have a blog again too XD.. Well, since this is my first post, I've got to tell you that there's no reason at all to read my blog, it will probably not contain anything interesting but hey; if you still want to I'm not stopping you. So, I'm a seventeen year old boy living in Sala, Sweden.
Today
I had absolutely nothing to do today so I went out, I do that from time to time when I just can't stand to sit home, in front of the computer. I just go out by myself and walk around in my town.. Today I was out for like one to two hours or something like that, I bought an energydrink somewhere along the way and I went past both my previous schools, sure made me nostalgic. And when I was on my way home two girls (probably one or two year(s) younger than me) whistled when I had passed them.. Of course I didn't turn around, I don't think I'm that kind of person.. Maybe I would have turned around if it was just one girl, 'cause I think they were just "joking" or something like that.. Anyways, it's my mother birthday tomorrow so I have to get up early.. too bad, my school starts late tomorrow.. oh well.. I haven't bought anything.. I was going to but.. Well, I just didn't. So I think I'll walk the dogs all week next week I think, I hope she'll be happy eventhough I didn't buy anything material, oh well, I'll know that tomorrow.
That's about how my day was.
Welcome, I've tried to do this before but it ended up with disaster XD, anyways, I read a friend of mine's blog just some minutes ago so it ended up with me wanting to have a blog again too XD.. Well, since this is my first post, I've got to tell you that there's no reason at all to read my blog, it will probably not contain anything interesting but hey; if you still want to I'm not stopping you. So, I'm a seventeen year old boy living in Sala, Sweden.
Today
I had absolutely nothing to do today so I went out, I do that from time to time when I just can't stand to sit home, in front of the computer. I just go out by myself and walk around in my town.. Today I was out for like one to two hours or something like that, I bought an energydrink somewhere along the way and I went past both my previous schools, sure made me nostalgic. And when I was on my way home two girls (probably one or two year(s) younger than me) whistled when I had passed them.. Of course I didn't turn around, I don't think I'm that kind of person.. Maybe I would have turned around if it was just one girl, 'cause I think they were just "joking" or something like that.. Anyways, it's my mother birthday tomorrow so I have to get up early.. too bad, my school starts late tomorrow.. oh well.. I haven't bought anything.. I was going to but.. Well, I just didn't. So I think I'll walk the dogs all week next week I think, I hope she'll be happy eventhough I didn't buy anything material, oh well, I'll know that tomorrow.
That's about how my day was.
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