I know, I know, I know

I know I haven't written much in this blog, that happens from time to time. I don't feel I have that much to tell you about here either. This blog is mostly about my life, what I do everday and so on. But I don't find that all that interesting. My life has been mostly sweet and great the latest months. But I don't feel like I have to write about it here that much. I will still have this blog but I think it'll be a while until I update regularly here again. Right now I'm at home, sick and I have to study a classmates essay and write a home-test. Not the best week but on monday I should be done and all set for the summer.
Who knows what summer will bring?
I don't.

The song of today:
If You're Not The One (acoustic) by Daniel Bedingfield

Really a song that played on the radio when I was smaller. Back then I pretty much considered everything that was played on the radio bad or semi-bad music. I know, it's pretty... simpleminded. Oh well, I still liked this song a bit, don't think I admitted it that much to myself though. Anyway, when I stumbled upon the acoustic version a year ago or so, I really started listening to it. I still do sometimes. It's got good lyrics. Just look.

If you're not the one, then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one, then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine, then why does your heart return my call?
If you you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you, then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me, then why does this distance name my life?
If you're not for me, then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray that you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss your body and soul so strong
That it takes my breath away
And I breath you into my heart
And I pray for the strength to stand today

'Cause I love you whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And though my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?