Words suck sometimes

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH is all I can seem to get out. I don't feel all that good right now, I was supposed to go spend some time with two good internet-friends.. but as it seems now that won't happen, I can't seem to find the real reason for why it ended up this way either I want to blame well everybody but I don't know. I can find comfort though; in knowing I've got more plans with other friends (like a LAN at Kenny's during new year's eve) and in talking to a great friend; Simon, thank you. Since I can't really explain further I leave you with some pictures (pictures often suck more than words) of my recent days.

Getting a Christmas Tree:




Christmas:



(My presents on the picture above: Chocolate hearts, gloves, a "Top Secret Pen" (it only shows the text when you use the inbuilt blue-light in the pen), shampoo, deodorant, after shave, a gift card for a game store, a Playstation Network Card (I've already bought two level kits for Little Big Planet (and completed them) and Flower, a wonderful game that's a little different but in a good way, it's relaxing and beautiful. (I've already finished the game)), Batman Arkham Asylum (I finished the game today), some money, underwear, Fablehaven (A book) and Leven Thumps And The Whispered Secret (also a book, I've read 70 pages of it so far).)

So.. Does it seem like I have time on my hands?.. completing several games and so on.. you be the judge.

Oh and sorry for posting another one in the middle of the night, a little too tired to write anything that's better than crap.

: )... K'thx now I've got to hurry!

Well I just remember how great everything is.. XD Even though people are stressed for christmas and everything else could be better.. but still.. everything is effin' great XD! This is the first day of my winter-break! I kind of celebrated it with my friends at a café or something and then I tried to get some presents.. I failed.. and then I went to get a christmas tree with my father and sister.. It's kind of a tradition. I have lots of pictures from it and I think I'll share some of them later. I'm going to finish cleaning my room today, go buy presents for my sister and father and decorate the christmas tree today.

Have a great day!

R.I.P. my beard

I shaved off my beard today.. It feels good and bad, I liked it but still; it's pretty nice to be shaved too. (It would have been good to have it now this time of year though.. I started to freeze my neck off when I went outside.. I guess I have to get my trustworthy scarf now.)

Oh and I bought.. some presents.. I still need to buy a present for my father and my sister though. I usually only buy Christmas presents for my family (sister, father, mother).. but well.. Two of my classmates gave me a present last year and I didn't get to give something back (it was the last day) so I've bought something small this year instead. I don't like buying presents by the way XD.. It's not that I don't like to give things.. it's more like "I don't know if this is a good present, will he/she like it?", I get stressed out by it too. It's so easy to find bad gifts.. and I'm terrible at giving good gifts even though I worry that much.. so yeah :/

Now I have to study for something for the last time before Christmas I think.. WOHO!.. Or wait.. the "WOHO!" will come after tomorrow.. because then I've done it too.. bye.
//Me

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Saturday (Yeah, I'm writing in the middle of the night, after midnight)

It snowed today..
The sun was up as little as always this time of the year..
I beat Mega Man 4..
I was home alone 'til 19.00 or something..
I woke up at 14.00 Even though went to sleep at/around midnight last night..
Best of wishes..
/Landsväg..

Everybody's chaninging and I don't feel the same♪ lalala

A wise man once kept quiet....

Hello, I'm only writing out of sheer boredom right now!
I'm angry with my teacher.. I'm just as angry as I was.. a long time ago (one and a half year?) about a teacher who couldn't correct tests and assignments correctly, I think I mentioned it here then. I'm not sure though. Well.. yeah, it's for the same reason and I'm not going to bore you with it.

Oh and I thought about making some kind of TheoneIwasyesterday -award or something for a number of different things.. that would make a great (both in size and sheer awesomeness) post.. I think this thought kind of grew in me when I voted for some in some categories (the ones the public can vote in) for Grammis and P3 Guld; two Swedish musicprizes.

Finally I'm almost seeing the light in the end of the tunnel, the tunnel being school and the light being the winter break. The problem is that it isn't really here yet and I've got some assignments and two tests left before it is over.. It doesn't feel as stressing as it did by the end of last week though, most things are done : D!

Good bye, I wish you the best of luck in living in an awesome way!

Msn's choice #1

Ok; In lack of inspiration but with a lot of will I asked my friend Anar over msn what I should write about.. and well this is the result she came up with! (I might do this some other time so that's why it is numbered)

I think I am going over to my friend when she is having a friend over during the winter break : D! In short; two of my friends (I met both of them over the internet at first.. many years ago.. woah *thinks back at how long it has been*) ; Anar and Wayu is staying at Wayu's place a good part of the winter break and I might go there by train and have fun some day or two there : D.. Yeah! That'll be really fun.. if it happens; I mean, we don't know what will happen in the future 'till it's here but it will most likely be that way ^_^! So yeah well that'll be awesome!

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(--- = end of Msn's choice, the rest is all me)

Oh and I went to have some pizza today with some friends from school and well two more people :). That was fun..it was like to pull..a rabbit out of the hat (I hope Stina gets it at least XD Kind of an inside joke but still not if you know what I'm saying). Then we went bowling.. or so we thought; the bowling lanes where all booked so we had to do something else.. well we dropped of Stina and then we watched some television and talked or something then I went home (great and really thoroughly explaining, right XD?) .

I'm feeling quite good.. even though I should have done some homework today (/yesterday.. it's past midnight).. Well ef' it! I'm going to bed pretty soon.. I hope, I do tend to stay up longer than I really want to.

Well good bye!

Oh wait (Edit;)

A picture of me!:

Erm.. well it's my arm...

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Ok, ok! Here is a real picture of me!:


Still not satisfied?
FINE here it is;

BONUS:
Here is me when I was a little bear... ...:


(I know, I must stop posting blogposts in the middle of the night)

Quick? Notes...

I thought it would be appropriate to make some quick notes at least;

Yesterday I started to take the medicine "Roaccutan", against acne.. So yeah, I've tried pretty much most other things.. and my mother had read and article of some incident with the medicine that had happened or something.. but I'm not sure how accurate the article was.. And; the doctor said many people take it and that it doesn't have catastrophical effects if you use it right (I now can't drink alcohol (a problem that is non-existent because I don't drink) or use my contact lenses for half a year). Besides; they wouldn't recomend it if it was that dangerous.

Yesterday, today and wednesday almost broke all records of me being stressed ever! School... was insanely tough and there were more excercises and tests (to study to) than I could handle really.. but I think I solved it after a full day of struggling yesterday. I feel that I need to rest out a bit now.. and maybe have some fun.. provide me with fun : ) (?)..

Last Wednesday (two days ago) ; I went to my second Lars Winnerbäck concert ever (and I do believe that it won't be the last).. To be honest; I liked my first time more... BUT: It was fi'n great! I loved it! And now I've got a new tuque (yes I looked up that word, I'd say "hat" or something otherwise) that says Lars Winnerbäck and I've got a new t-shirt.. The music.. what can I say? It was Lars Winnerbäck live for crying out loud! (Well if you don't like him just know that I do and replace it with someone you do like and you'll get the picture.)

Oh and I had a headache since yesterday morning.. it is starting to wear off though.

I'm listening to Melissa Horn right now.. I kind of need it.. it is cooling my oh-so-stressed heart/head/mind right now.

So yeah, that was my quick notes.

What do I want for Cristmas?

My mother had some relative in the phone and wanted to know what I want for Christmas.. The thing is; I have no idea. Please tell me if you know what I want.

World domination would be nice..

Or give me a slave for Christmas!

It would be nice if someone got me awesomeness in a box for Christmas too!

Maybe the Loch Ness Monster or Big Foot! That would be great pets!

The Philosopher's stone, the Holy Grail or the Fountain of Youth would be great collectors items too.

Maybe I should be satisfied with wishing like in the song "All I Want For Christmas Is You"/"All I Want For Christmas".. Yeah that could be good. Well.. if you've got any clue, please do tell me what I should wish for.

Round and round we go

Everything spins, my head, my heart, the world.

No, nothing interesting is going on..
But I live inside my head, so it's fine, in my head there's things going on all the time.


Oh.. and spinning isn't all good, it makes you dizzy and that can lead to throwing up..

I felt like writing but didn't have anything to write about except myself

Yeah, hello! I'm feeling good o.o... And I don't have the slightest idea why; I had a headache when I woke up, considered not going to school but that is just stupid considering how much I'd get behind (especially since I have Latin on Fridays) and the headache cleared on my way to school too.. I was a bit under the weather for almost the whole day.. but I did better than I expected during the lessons in fact.. even though I felt the way I did.. ok well during the English lesson none of us really did all that much.. I happened to show my classmate a site you can play a game he happened to mention and then me, him and another guy started playing (we were in a computer room at the school) that.. but yeah well I got out of it halfway through the lesson and tried to work some.. although I didn't do all that much.. but when I got home half an hour ago or something like that I felt kind of good.. I feel good even though I know I have to study for a test and do a lot of exercises during the weekend even though I'm going to visit my cousin.

Oh and I recorded the voice for "Jakten på UppCon"/"UPPCON JAKTEN"/"UppCon:X" Episode 3 this week too, I managed to squeeze it in.. that was fun even though I didn't seem to quite get back to my original voice for the character.. I think I was close enough though.. I really hope so.

Well have a great life and a good day!

first time in a long time that I didn't wait like.. a long time to update

Ok, really, I need to start with my well.. assignment or something.. we have until tomorrow.. I wanted to write some yesterday but I forgot after a while.. so here I am writing again..

I wanted to tell you that there's a song I've been listening to alot during the last.. week or so; "If you're not the one" by Daniel Bedingfield.. it played alot on the most popular radio stations in my country yeeeeeears back! Back when I listened a bit to radio (nowadays it happens very infrequently.. I watch "Vakna! Med The Voice", a tv-broadcast from a radiostation on mornings, when I've got time. But there's not that much music when you watch it on tv.. and when there is music, I often go to brush my teeth or to get breakfast or something like that.. Well anyway; I didn't like this song all that much when it came out, mostly because it was on radio (yeah, at that time I was kind of tired of.. well all the negative things about most popular radiostations in Sweden).. And beacause it was a typical radio song; overpolished to the point that it makes you want to puke and very, very soulless (in this case despite the GREAT lyrics).. But I found this song again for various reasons.. and thought "Well, the lyrics f'in' rocks at least" and then I saw that there was an acoustic version on Spotify.. and it really did the song justice, I completely and utterly love it! So yeah, it's good!

That's about it for this time I think, I'll get to work now

Quick Note

Well since all I've done lately is post huge posts I wanted to change it up a little bit with a few quick notes;

I completely forgot about Brett Dennen's newest album on my last list, it's called "Hope for the Hopeless".. and it's very good! I do think that "So much more" is a better album but still, the song "Heaven" is great.

I'm doing some kind of home assignment or something today.. it's not all that fun but it has to be done.

I'm ending my short break from it right now, bye!

Blogger says this is my 200th post, I think it is a bit inaccurate but I can't be bothered to count myself

If I'll remember this year..
It'll be for it's music
For the tears
And for the fear

I'll definitely forget about
The stress
Loneliness
And distress

By, of and for; Me!


The picture is a photographic self-portrait





Well now, I was in a larger city of Sweden than mine last weekend.. without money or a place to stay.. why? Because me and my friend were trying to get a little insight for our one-year school project we are supposed to do this year, as you might have guessed; we chose homelessness as our "topic". All I can say is that I (when I got home in the middle of the night) showered, ate a whole pizza without getting all too full, watched some anime and went to bed and slept for 13 hours (as I was tired, hungry, dirty, frozen and bored (this was the most unexpected one)). And now I've almost wasted a whole week being free from school.. I guess I'll try to work on school work the rest of the weekend but I don't think I'll get to do all that much. Wish me luck!

And now; my second list of things on this blog! (The first one was in; http://theoneiwasyesterday.blogspot.com/2009/05/this-is-sample-of-what-my-blog-could.html)

Top 5 quite new albums!

Now, just like last time I'll explain a little bit why; I really looked forward to October 14th because Melissa Horn's second album was released and Markus Krunegård at the same time released two albums.. and when I think about it; many great albums have been released during the last weeks or months (just like there were many great releases this spring like The Fray, Söder Om Kärleken, Dancing The Whole Way Home, No Line On The Horizon, Working On A Dream and FREE) .. So I've made a list; top 5 quite new albums..!

1. Säg ingenting till mig by Melissa Horn
- Because it is wonderful and everything I hoped it would be, the songs are really great and I think they have a lot of heart. Unlike all of the other albums on this list, there is not a single song that I don't like or something like that. The voice, lyrics and everything else is great and emotional. My favorite song; Hur ska det gå?

2. I Told You I Was Freaky by Flight Of The Conchords
- I've been listening to Flight Of The Conchords since the beginning of this year I think, and they've got funny songs with great melodies and so on so you can listen to them for that aspect of it too, the humor is, in my mind often a little more subtle than Stephen Lynch or "Wierd Al" Yankovic. This album didn't disappoint me at all and I think it's even better than the album "Flight Of The Conchords" from 2008. My favorite song; Rambling Through The Avenues Of Time.

3. Hip Hop by Ken Ring
- I completely love some of the songs on this album and some of them are not really of my taste even though I can see why they're great songs (Like "Kör på"). "Ber en bön" is really great and emotional and as I've told you my in a previous post; my friend was not well some time ago.. and I really could relate to this song in many ways (Here's a great live-version from a Swedish morning show; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vZ-MYrSDObI). There are more emotional songs like "God Morgon", overall great lyrics and great beats and music, really. My favorite song; Ber en bön.

4. Tänk om jag ångrar mig och sen ångrar mig igen by Lars Winnerbäck
- To tell the truth, I was a little disappointed with this album, it's not completely what I hoped it would be, I still like it but it feels like something is missing. I guess I'm going to love it in a few months but right now it's not one of my favorite albums from Lars Winnerbäck. It could be the change in instruments used but I don't really think that's it. Oh well, there are great songs on it after all and I do like the album very much, it's on this list after all! "Jag får liksom ingen ordning" and "Fribiljett mot himlen" are both great and "Berätta hur du gör" is a great finish with a calm atmosphere to it. My favorite song; Jag får liksom ingen ordning.

5. Prinsen av Peking by Markus Krunegård, Lev som en gris dö som en hund by Markus Krunegård and Odenplan, Stockholm 1988 by Mange Schmidt. I'm kind of disappointed with all of these, I love them but they could, in my eyes have been so much more. I will grow to love the albums even more I think but right now I feel like I like the artists previous works more. The two albums from Markus Krunegård are different from each other when both of them should have (in my eyes) been a mix of them both, I don't really like the instruments and they both start out.. well.. not so great, both of the albums are like a million times greater in the later songs, somewhere from the sixth song on both of them. My favorite songs; New York, Barn från rödastan and Håll Käften Del III - Feat. Thomas Rusiak & Eye-N-I.

On the gaming front; Uncharted 2 is greater than I thought and BlazBlue still rocks (I played both of them at Kenny's place this week, I played BlazBlue the first time some month ago or something). And Marvel Ultimate Alliance 2 didn't disappoint; Deadpool is now one of my idols.

About that video I did a voice for... here it is;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FOeFEm1NF5A
I did the voice for Otaku, the one with blue hair and glasses.. Oh and also; If you want to understand a little better what's happening.. here's the first episode; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SZfeUP2POac

I hope you enjoyed, I'm having trouble saving my first youtube-video, I'll try to fix that.. and maybe update this post with the link to the video if I get it right, have a nice day.

Oh, here's a picture I made a long time ago in paint;

Simple explanations from one mind

Hello again! Its not that I can't keep up with my old pace, I just don't have the need to do it right now.. I do think that I will start writing more often... some day, just like my biggest period of "not-writing" last fall.. I will come back but until then I will write when I really feel like it and feel like I've got something to write about.. I like to write about small unimportant stuff sometimes like when I go out walking for hours or what my thoughts on some subjects are. BUT I don't like writing about say.. being really stressed or doing homework or going to school or something like that.. And that's pretty much what I've done the last weeks.. so that's a major reason why I'm not writing..

My cousin and his family came over (to celebrate my sister) during the weekend and the week before that I was at Kenny's place so I've used my weekends for fun stuff at least!

When I haven't been studying or thinking about studying the last couple of days I've felt really creative, I think I will have my voice in a short, animated youtube(& Newgrounds)-video or something, there is a guy who thought of making a series of videos about finding UppCon during their "Rädda Uppcon" campaign.. and he wanted voice actors in the forums, I said I could try and it looks like I will be in the next (the second) episode.. so that was fun recording.

And I've recorded some video of my own with my mobile phone and I think I will have my first youtube-video from my own account up sometimes soon. So yeah that was a little status update for you, I do hope you are doing okay and feeling alright, take care.

(Oh and I had an idea; maybe I will make up for my lack of presence a bit by having a week full of Song of's.. but that's just an idea)

What? Why? Huh?

Ok here's the deal; My friend is.. not so well.. (I could tell you all the details and what this is about but I won't).. and I'm feeling quite (mentally) ill because of that and I need to be there for my friend.. in other words; that's why I haven't been writing here now and it also kind of prevents me to do homework and stuff like that.. which sucks because I really do need to do that.. it's easier to forget about everything during schoolhours.. oh well I hope I don't sound too down and instead of writing more I'm going to show you some pictures and images, enjoy and live life to the fullest.


Bye~

(if you want to use any of the images; you need to ask me for permission)

A quick update or something like that.

I've listened through all things Håkan Hellström on spotify today and yesterday.. but then, when I was finished; I checked "what's new" a bit.. and found this great band "Blue October", I liked the name and the coverart for their new album so I listened.. and I like it!.. and then I saw that they had a song together with Imogen Heap.. and I started listening to Imogen Heap about a month ago! Greatness.

Anyway, I've been sick since like.. thursday.. I'm almost well now I think, I hope I can go to school tomorrow and I believe I will too.. my family's eating pizza soon, when my mom *as I'm writing this I hear the frontdoor slam downstairs*.. now! My mom and sister have been in Stockholm during the weekend.. well.. good bye, I'll go eat now!

A tale about well.. this day

I was stressed and.. like.. had a headache and felt really worn out, mostly because of yesterday.. and well.. I tried to complete some translating for my Latin class that I had not completed.. I failed in doing so but my teacher was rather understanding.. and since I got home.. I read through Candide, written by Voltaire, I really enjoyed reading it! So now I think I'll go to bed or do some more homework, I've only got one lesson tomorrow. That's all I think, bye.

Hi guys!

My will to write here and read other blogs is slowly starting to come back but I will not ruin it by writing all that much just yet. (Maybe this is just an excuse not to do more of my homework right now.. I got stuck with math.. and got quite frustrated.. and I have to do some more math before tomorrow.. and I have to study Latin too.. well.. I hope it'll be alright..) A week has passed since school began.. and it isn't that bad once you get over the first "The-school-has-started-and-my-life-is-over-depression".. oh.. and lately.. I've listened to Raymond & Maria.. ALOT.. mostly their album "Hur mycket jag tar finns alltid lite kvar".. it's great, especially the song "Dikter på fel sätt".. well, that's all, bye, take care.

I'll go out with a BANG

I was at Kennys house until yesterday, BlazBlue is one awesome game (Where there's a character named Bang Shishigami.. I main Carl Clover or Litchi-Faye-Ling though) and the Champions Online Open Beta (The game contains some explosives and attacks that goes "BANG!") was fun to try, I've wished for a game like that for an eternity, the character creator seems fun, the only problem I have is that it, like WoW, takes up much of a persons time and that it (probably, I haven't checked up on it) will have a monthly fee.. and that's like.. just not worth it. And this weekend I'll go see two concerts in two days; Coldplay and Stephen Lynch.. That will blow my mind and will be awesome to epic proportions! (BAAAAAAAANG : D!).

The "go out" part is just that my summer's almost over..

A well friend or something wrote that she was bored today.. and she lives like.. in the northern parts of Sweden.. and she said that it was more fun around where I live.. and I first said that the grass often isn't greener on the other side.. and then I said "Men men, om världen är tråkig får man vara rolig själv, right?" which means "Well, if the world is dull/boring, you just have to be fun yourself, right?".. I don't know if that's all that true when I think about it but hey, it sounded nice xD.

Take care of yourselfs, okay?

Split

I'm feeling.. very split.. is it possible to feel depressed and cynical but at the same time super hyped over what's going on and what will come.. when at the same time you feel like you want to stop time like right now.. because you realize that summer's almost over.. and you will have to go back to school.. I mean sure, it's fun meeting everybody again.. but after a week or two.. another vacation would be nice. I'm sorry but I'm thinking too much right now, about too many things.

As much meaningful content as possible

I was at my cousin's place this weekend, it was fun, I bought two games and we watched "Sommaren med Göran" today at the movie theater.. I liked it : ).. I'm going to go see Coldplay.. like 6 days from now.. but now I'm thinking about going to Stephen Lynch the day after and will try to make some change in my plans tomorrow, maybe get a room instead of a train ticket home after Coldplay.. oh well..bye : )

Mmmmj..eh..

Mjeh.. I don't know what I should do about this whole blog thing.. or something.. maybe I need to take a break again although I really appreciate the recent increase in comments due to the fact that Lostcatangel has been commenting quite frequently the last couple of days.. but I don't feel the... ugh.. I don't know.. I just don't know.. well.. it's my last day at my summer job tomorrow.. by the way.. my computer is kind of boring me altogether right now so it might be that.. Gah.. well.. I think I'll just add that I've started to plan the journey to Stockholm at the night of the Coldplay concert.. and that a person who doesn't log on too much on msn did just that today, that was kind of fun... well... bye..

Oh, oh, oh! I almost forgot about writing today too!

I'm glad I didn't..

(PS. This week's Song of the week is...
Hey Princess by Popsicle

Well.. just because I love it, it is a great song to end your day with I don't know.. it's happy yet well sad because the lyrics describe well.. loneliness and longing although the music is quite uplifting, the mix is just right, I really like this song.. it's kind of optimistic in a way.. I can recognize myself sometimes in the lyrics.. well yeah, that's it folks, have a great life)

Me

I don't know what I want to write or where I should start.. although I really want to write everything and nothing.. so yeah.. Yesterday I was bored (and some amount of depression).. so bored that I unblocked my ex girlfriend on msn.. well that didn't entertain me for all that long.. Oh well, I felt like making something like a mind map for who I am and what I'll do about and with my future.. so I did.. but that didn't help all that much.. Here's what it looks like though;


So yeah.. I would take up too much of your precious time if I explained and translated everything written and drawn there.. so bye!

EDIT: Oh I forgot; today I was out walking for.. about three hours I think.. could be a bit more or a little bit less, I didn't look at the time when I first went out..

Landsväg the storyteller

First I'll get everything else out of the way; I got to rip some papers at work today, divided papers that were stuck together into the A4 format, they were some leftover papers from something and the kids will be able to draw on the backside of them.. now, I think I can tell you this, that's not any information about anyone.. well ok.. and that was pretty cool with me I guess, wasn't too hard or monotone.. I tried to print some of the dates for Lars Winnerbäck, Sofia Karlsson, Miss Li and Timbuktu's tours today.. I'm thinking that I want to see them all.. and I found out that a new album with Lars Winnerbäck is on it's way.. this year is a great year for music in my opinion!..oh and.. I don't think there were more.. oh, some bastards had destroyed some of the stuff at the outside playground at the place I work.. that's kind of.. stupid and mean.. oh well right.. now to the story;

I woke up this morning..pissed.. the reason was I had a dream.. and the dream was wonderful.. but reality isn't like that unfortunately .. that's why I was pissed.. and then, the rest of the day, I felt good because of the fact that I had that dream.. Why? Because it felt so real, really.. I wrote some text messages with my mobile phone to Simon and told him about it.. this is the whole story I told him:

"Jag drömde i natt att jag fick en flickvän, vi reste till grekland och hälsade på mina kompisar på ett lan bland annat... Jag var i en stor sandlåda och tog hand om barn också, när de stod brevid... Anyway, jag tror inte jag sett henne i verkligheten men i drömmen var hon detaljerad osv, vaket glasklar var upplösningen på drömmen xD... Men hon var äg, fick uppleva en del kärlek i drömmen, det kändes ganska verkligt.. Men när jag vaknade mådde jag piss för att det bara var en dröm eller för att jag inte hade ett sånt liv eller något... Men sen mådde jag bra av det resten av dagen, utomordentligt bra faktiskt..."

English translation;
"Tonight I dreamt that I got a girlfriend, we traveled to Greece and visited my friends at a LAN among other things... I was in a big sandbox and looked after some kids too, when they stood by the side... Anyway, I don't think I've seen her in reality but she was detailed in the dream and so on, the resolution of the dream was wide awekedly clear xD... But she ruled, (I) got to experience some love in the dream, it felt quite real.. but when I woke up I felt like shit because it was only a dream or because I didn't have a life like that of something.. but then I felt good because of it the rest of the day, extraordinarily good in fact..."

So yeah.. why do I share this with you when I only felt like sharing this with two people earlier today?.... I don't know.. but there you go, now tell me what a freak I am and that I should get of my ass and get out there in the world to live.. or something.. xD.. Bye

EDIT:Oh.. and here's a picture! made with Paint.NET + a photo from Universeum in Gothenburg

One of many days passing by

Okay, hello, I worked today (SUPLIZE!) uhm.. and.. yeah, that's about it.. oh.. and I kind of.. sent in a picture to one of the 12 assignments there are on the UppCon-site right now.. so yeah, I'm trying to help out with that.. and goodbye : D.. nothing much happened today but I am tired now boss, dead tired.. oh.. and I answer comments I get by making a comment on my own post myself, the same that I got the comment of course.. just so you know, I think that is the most practical way to do it.. bye.. dead tired.

After only a short weekend-break.. I'm back and..

I.....am seriously, seeeeeeeeeeeeeriously going insane.. I can't keep up with blog..stuff... and I'm not talking about my blog, I enjoy writing something here everyday.. well.. every day when I can and want to.. BUT.. I've been away since this Friday.. and there's a sea of posts, I'm not saying I can't or don't want to read through all of it.. it's just that.. it takes up too much time, I'm not the fastest reader.. and in all honesty.. eh.. no.. wait.. lets just leave it at that.. but I seriously can't take it.. I don't want anyone to feel offended but that's the way it is.. I'm not saying anyone's content sucks, it's just that there's so much of it that I can barely handle it.. but I guess that's just me.. anyway.. I got home yesterday.. we went to Universeum, Liseberg and of course the U2 concert.. The concert was GREAT.. or beyond words.. everything was freaking.... freaking!.. XD.. And Universeum was interesting and fun enough.. I didn't go to Liseberg because I reeeally wanted to though.. it was more like my sister dragged me there.. but that was kind of fun too xD.. I bought three manga pockets in a store.. and I bought three t-shirts at the concert.. anyways, that's what I've been doing, I started working again today, that's kind of fun but a little exhausting.

A little thought from yesterday

I'm going to Gothenburg/Göteborg tomorrow.. to see the U2 concert Saturday.. : )... well I'll have to go home early tomorrow from my summer job.. so yeah, I really kind of enjoy work right now. Uhm.. I forgot to tell you about one ehm.. kind of old (he had gray hair but didn't seem REALLY old) man I met when I was walking our dogs yesterday, long story short, he started to talk to me out of the blue when we met outside, he asked some stuff about the dogs and patted them.. and then he wished me a good day (often in Sweden, wishing somebody a good day, we mean it, it's not just to be polite, well it could be but it's not as common as in other countries.. ehm.. well... yeah, I know he meant it at least, I heard it by listening to the tone of his voice when he said it).. I wished him a good day and then we both kept on walking to where we were headed.. I can be kind of judgemental sometimes, not always, just sometimes.. and he walked slowly, really slowly and I though he had been drinking when I saw him from a distance.. maybe he had but he was really nice, it made me think, I think we should talk more with random strangers, really.. it IS nice, it really is.. so yeah, that's all I had, don't expect no post the next few days.

Hey.. you know..

My parents and sister are coming home tomorrow, they've been at our summerplace since Monday.. Well my summer job is pretty neat so far.. and I watched the butterfly effect today, it was great, well, it maybe were a little better when I saw it the first time.. oh well.. I'm going to bed, would you mind turning off the light?

About my situation now

I feel kind of free right now ^^.. I made myself some hamburgers today.. and I worked at my summer job, it's at a day-care/preschool/day nursery it is fun, I'd pick it over school any day.. oh well.. I watched American Beauty and Mini's First Time today, two decent movies, I think I've started to add Kevin Spacey to my list of great actors who can't be in a bad movie... or something xD (The others are Liv Tyler, Will Smith and Morgan Freeman). Oh well goodbye : D.

Hi

Everything went.. well according to plan or something.

Here;

I'm a little nervous, it's my first day on my summer job tomorrow.. so yeah.. and I've been playing around with some images.. bye : D.. short reading for ya'll.

1 post

I've been going to bed earlier and getting up earlier these last couple of days.. because I need to change a little to be able to get up on monday.. for my first summer job.. ah : D... well.. anyway.. I had a lot of thoughts about reading blogs just before I wrote this.. but eh.. I don't feel like writing about that.. good bye : D.. oh.. and I forgot about writing yesterday.

So....

...yeah.. I really need to do something worth while tomorrow XD.. bye.

What about this?

Oh, I was just too moody to tell you that I found out when the next UppCon is yesterday.. on their site it's a picture with their logo and it says "UppCon 10: 09-11 April".. : ).. a little far away but hey; there's a date at least : D..

By the way.. I've thought of starting having some content each day.. like "The song of today" was before.. only one thing for each day of the week.. I've come up with at least 5 things..;
Song of the (week?)
-This would be like season two of the songs of today or something..
Movie Recommendation
- It's what it sounds like.. since it's only once a week you'd get to know about my favorite movies
Picture
-This would be some kind of made image.. either in paint or by hand or something..
Photo
- A photo.. could be one edited in the computer though!
Thoughts about what it would be like if we implemented video game phenomenons in real life
- I would kind of play with the thought here..

And I don't know about the other topics I would have.. I thought a little about some kind of story.. like yeah.. something that's literature or something.. so yeah.. maybe I'd tell you about my favorite youtubers too.. or some manga/anime...I don't know what more topics/stuff/content I could have.. I'd be happy if you gave me some suggestions and also your thoughts on this.. and you could tell me what order you'd want these (like: "Uhm.. maybe song of the week on Saturdays?").. and lastly; if I do this; I'm not planning to do this for thaaaat long a time.. consider it.. temporary.. and I'll continue for a different long period of time depanding on how it goes..

Good night folks! (I didn't do all that much today)

Most stuff in short

I don't know what to say about today.. it's like this:
Waking up -> Eating Breakfast while watching some videos -> Doing nothing -> eating -> Taking the dogs for a walk -> Taking myself for a walk -> buying some stuff from the store for me.. a candy bar, a soda and one ice cream cone.. -> continuing the walk -> Beeing pissed off at most things and beeings -> watching Mannix The Pirate's 60 hour long Blog TV attempt while roleplaying some with some friends -> watching Mannix The Pirate's 60 hour long Blog TV attempt while writing this post.. -> sleep?.. waking up? keep watching?

Bye : D

Woo

I feel two things right now; satisfaction and a little loneliness.

Why? I'm satisfied with myself because before I fell asleep last night I decided I would do one of three things today; clean my room, get out for a while and read through all the blog posts I've missed... and sooo... I DID ALL OF THEM.. I'm proud... I get out to walk for many reasons, I think I've gone through that already.. but I thought of this today (when I was outside, walking) ; walking is like sleeping.. only you are more there (/awake) when it happens, you process alot of stuff.. alot of thoughts.

And why loneliness? You go figure that out : )..

My summer job starts next week.. I think it'll be ok : D.. Bye

Caught in summer-thoughts

I think about stuff alot you know.. just like I know most people probably do.. Especially when you are in a situation you don't want to be in and don't know what to do to get out of it and make everything a bit better.. well.. I know it's hard to get to a point where you can fully appreciated the present.. I think that's true at least.. oh well.. That's how it is..

I saw Harry Potter and the half blood prince just now..

I can't bring myself to read through all the blog posts I've missed right now..

I'm quite tired..

I was at a LAN party with some friends, it ended today and began Friday..

Before that my cousin came over here and stayed a couple of days.. my sister started to play Mario Party on N64 during that time, me and my cousin joined in and it was alot of fun although the game's unbalanced and the mini-games makes your hands and fingers hurt after a while.

Before that I was at the family get-together or something.. uhm.. that was really nice, really!

My thoughts get to me now and then, they have been doing that during the whole summer and I can't say all of this summer has been happy so far

Other than that.. it's too hot in my opinion.. I can handle cold better than heat..

And I'm listening to Hanna Berglund's music right now.. it's great for my mood at least.. nah, it's good anyway (http://www.myspace.com/hannaberglundmusic)

Guess who's back?

Back again? I am back, tell a friend..
Ok, enough of that, I got back Monday night actually.. but I've been tired.. I've been catching up with everything too, I've been missing out on alot of anime and videos on ScrewAttack and Youtube while I've been at our summerplace.. while we were there.. some people came to visit and I.. well.. was bored quite often.. but doing nothing was quite relaxing too.. or something.. well, I'm sorry to say this but I'll be gone for another 4 days, I'm going with my mother and sister to some kind of family get-together or something.. well.. I think it's my mother's cousin or someone like that that arranged the whole thing.. witch means I know.. ; me, my sister, my mother, my cousin, my aunt and my uncle.. and maybe some other persons a little, I've only met those people (the people arranging the whole thing) a couple of times in my life.. so.. yeah.. but who knows.. maybe it'll be fun?.. I just think it's pretty stupid that I have to spend four days there when the actual "event" is only during one day.. oh well, I'll see you around.. oh.. and two more things; I haven't read any blogs, I was too tired, I'll get to that when I get back (I watched the last piece of anime I had to watch right now..).... aaaand I'm kind of getting forced to cut my hair tomorrow.. that's all, goodbye.

Cya

Well.. I trained today again, I just showered and we are going to our summer place very soon, I'll be there for about two weeks. There's no internet there so that means I won't be able to post anything here for two weeks.. so yeah, I'll be back, until then; have a good time.

Turned on my computer only for this..

My friend Alex wrote on msn that he wanted to go out and do some physical training.. So we did just that.. afterwards we watched a movie, ate some and played a game.. well.. yeah.. so.. that's kind of it.. me and my sister "had to" do some questions for a "quiz walk" (tipspromenad in Swedish) this weekend, it's Midsummer's Eve and Midsummer's Day in Sweden.. so we will celebrate it with.. friends of the family down at our summer place.. or something. So my parents wanted us to make some questions and we did. I'm kind of tired and worn out..

Here I am! just been doing stuff, that's why.

Hello, yeah.. I didn't write the last couple of days.. but it's because I went to a LAN Party at Kenny's place the same day as school ended (Friday).. I did get home two days ago.. but the first night I was too tired and yesterday somebody shut of the power to my internet.. and I didn't have the strength to go down and turn it on again.. so that's why I've been away.. I've spent some money on new headphones and food for the LAN Party.. Today I finished the flash game "Super Mario 63" (A fan made game largely inspired by Super Mario 64).. got all the star coins and shine sprites.. it's now at my top three flash games list or something... well.. other than that I've listened to some comedians on Spotify.. that kind of got me over thinking and over analyzing.. everything really, got me thinking how life... well... has been made into something.. not so great.. by us humans. And I didn't think of it in a depressed way, it was nothing like that, I just figured that that's kind of how it is.. just an hour ago or so I talked to my great online friend Simon.. we don't talk every day but he is really.. a great guy.. there aren't many people that .. I may have expressed that in a bad or wrong way but whatever, anyway it kind of made me feel good.. because msn was awfully quiet besides him and Kenny... well.. then I started playing another game for the first time.. it seems ok I guess. Well; have a great day tomorrow and the next day and yesterday and.. uhm.. yeah, goodbye.

Obeying

(So yeah.. this day is turning out to be a little like last year (I read through some of the stuff from last year).. when the summer comes along.. and NOTHING happens.. my mood goes down a little bit.. but that'll fix itself.. so yeah.. like last day in school... we will just finish of tomorrow, get our grades, that isn't really a school day.) (While writing this.. I watched "Blomstertid" my mood is returning too)

I actually got a comment;
Gson said...

Dance for me and write about your future dreams! =)

I guess I danced in reality a bit today but... here goes some more; [insert mental image of me dancing in a fountain or something.. while eating bananas.. and kicking around huge lumps of unchewed bubblegum].

On to the other part.. now.. I don't know how deep I'll go into this.. but hey.. here goes me obeying;
I think it's hard to form any solid future dreams really.. especially for someone as confused as me.. but I do think about it a lot.. like "what will become of me?".. but I try to act more in the moment after what I believe.. so yeah, with that I'll still tell you some things I've thought about. I've been kind of stuck on the thought that I'd like to become a writer in the future, I do not know if I have what it takes though.. I wrote this Sunday, 8 June 2008 and I still feel it's quite correct; "Oh; and I'll try to write, I don't like saying it because it sets the expectations too high for me and for anyone else, but it is a fact that I'm trying to write, my goal is to make it as long as a book, but that is a little too much to say right now, I don't like saying it at all.".. In other words.. I don't like saying that I have that "dream".. I don't really know why all that well.. so yeah, that's my thoughts about future jobs.. I'll probably go on studying when this part of school is done in a year.. but I don't know.. and I don't know where I'd study either.. or what... so yeah..

Let's see.. that's the job/education part.. hmm.. location; I don't know if I'll still live in my hometown when I'm a hundred years old (I doubt that I'll get that old.. I'm not sure I'll be old at all, I may die quite young, who knows..) or something like that or if I'll move to some other place just years from now, I honestly don't have a clue.. but I can tell you that I'd be quite fine either way.. so yeah...

And traveling?.. I would like to visit Japan some time.. like..just BECAUSE... or something.. other than that; I'm not that interested in traveling.. sure, it would be neat to see some like.. monuments and stuff.. and practice communicating with people outside Sweden, I'm all for that.. but I don't find traveling to other countries that attractive.. it's just not worth the effort.. I like.. going for a reason other than well.. change of environment (I get enough of that from being in our summer house during part of the summers).. I love going to concerts and events (like UppCon).. and I think I could travel through the country just to meet up with a friend (I have friends in many parts of my country :(.. ).. so yeah, that would probably be more of a reason to go somewhere for me.

And spare time activities?.. Well.. I don't know.. I'll do what I feel like.. if I have the opportunity.. I'd hang out with friends and family.. and I do like to play games, listen to music (like.. really hard XD.. and find new songs and bands and so on), read manga (\watching anime) and using my computer right now.. maybe that'll change, I don't care.

Family situation? Well.. I think everybody would like to find that someone to spend their days (at least ;D.. could be years too, lol) with..so obviously I hope that'll happen.. I'm not a all that uncomfortable by the though of having kids either.. but that feels quite.. way into the future..

I think I dug too much into it.. ^^''.. or what do you think?...did I do what I was supposed to do? Did I miss anything? Do I have stupid plans and dreams? I liked making somebody else tell me what to write here, maybe I'll do it again sometime in the future!

I'll obey if you order me

Watched Dragon Ball Kai 1-10 today : )..

So.. I had one idea.. it's like this; I'll write... whatever.. you want tomorrow.. that is if I get any comment.. oh.. well.. maybe not everything, I think I'd need to get one of those warning things if I put up like... adult texts.. so.. yeah.. and not a whole book either.. but besides that.. order me around and yell "Dance monkey dance!!".. and if.. there aren't any comments... I'll just.. dance.. like a monkey or something.. :'o..

Finishing up

Hello! I just finished watching Valkyria Chronicles episode 1-8.. It's anime based on the game with the same name, I like it : ).. Oh and I watched the three first episodes (there are two more that wasn't been aired yet) of "Blomstertid" yesterday, it's a great series with Peter Magnusson (A Swedish.. comedian).. it's not what you'd expect from him.. but I appreciate it even more than most of the other stuff he's done.. it's first and foremost touching.. I don't really know how to describe it in a good way but I like it really much. Didn't do much in school today, I kind of cleaned out my locker, returned some books and talked a bit about grades with some teachers.. the rest of the week will probably be just as..... easy but I think I can appreciate that too!.. I mean.. this is the last week and.. I don't have a problem doing nothing a couple of days before I finish.The teachers will have to hand in all the final grades before.. like.. nine tomorrow.. so there's not so much we can do about that anymore :). Well.. was that all?.. uhm.. oh, right, I watched the tv-shows I've been missing the last week or so.. and almost every show has ended.. right now I only watch two ongoing shows out of those 13 (the list is in my post from Monday, 27 April 2009).. they are; "Talang" and "Hjälp! Jag Är Med I En Japansk Tv-show".. but the first one is ending.. this week I think.. and the other one should end next week.. that means I'm free.. from tv quite soon.. : ).. (I'm not counting Blomstertid here because it wasn't out when I made the list.. and it will end on the same night "Hjälp! Jag Är Med I En Japansk Tv-show" ends.. I think..).. so yeah, that's how it is, take care, I know I'll do.. O.o... or something.

YES

This is my.. I think first time writing here from a school computer.. but I'm so glad I had to tell.. well.. write... ehm... something.... that I've done my last piece of schoolwork this year! I had a short presentation about Bill Gates during my English class.. so yeah, I'm happy : D! Bye..

Explanation

Well.. I went to the Bruce Springsteen concert last Thursday, it was great as always, can't put words to how it is, some of you probably know the feeling of an overwhelming concert. Last Friday I went to celebrate a friend (Sj) who took the (sorry if this doesn't make sense.. I did look it up in a dictionary) " upper-secondary final examination".. in Swedish "studenten".. so yeah, after that I went to Kenny, who was also there celebrating Sj.. so that's kind of why I didn't write, I got home from Kenny's place today.. so yeah... Great times : ).. now I just have to endure one week, one more week before summer holidays.. finally! Good bye ^^.

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.. I really need to study my Geography paper now.. for my oral exam tomorrow.. E3 caught me.. both the Sony and the Nintendo Press conference.. The future of gaming sure does look like a pretty neat place. Goodnight : ).

Oh..

..right.. E3 has started.. and I can't stop following it.. too bad that I'm going to have to work on some schoolwork.. like tomorrow...

Da-dada-da!

Ahwf.. days containing absolutely nothing.. gotta love 'em >_> ... Oh right.. it was Mother's Day in Sweden today.. Me and my sister got some money from my dad to go and buy flowers and chocolate.. so we did... and I made a level in LBP too.. basically saying "congratulations".. but longer and in Swedish.. so yeah, bye.

Ho ho hoh

So yeah.. I've been catching up with all tv-shows I've missed during the last weeks.. that took like.. most of the day.. and it's so hot, even inside.. (for Sweden, the weather varies kind of much between winter and summer.. and I can handle cold better than heat..).. so yeah, I've been a little dozed of all day long. I didn't write yesterday because.. because I forgot, don't thank me : D.. so yeah, I'm going to bed now (00:57, changing the time of this post yet again).. Hmm.. yeah.. Pernilla Andersson is a rather interesting singer.. don't know if I like her THAT much.. but she's quite good. less than a week until Springsteen n_n!.. but some tests and stuff like that in the way first : '(. Bye Bi Buy!

Hey Princess♪

I wish I could share this day with you for real, describe it so you feel it.. basically.. this day meant a break in routine for me, with the field trip and all.. which.. is... VERY... VERY welcome right now.. (just one hard week left, I'll fight).. on the field trip we saw some pretty neat and impressive stuff.. well.. to me it was at least. The biggest church I've been in.. graves of some long dead famous Swedes (Kings.. The parents of Saint Bridgette and Carl Linnaeus (Carl von Linné) and so on..).. On the other hand I haven't been into so many churches.. oh well.. we went to some more places.. since I'm studying Latin it was interesting to try to read the inscriptions and so on.. so yeah, it was a fun day with a great group of people.. some stuff got me thinking too.. so yeah, that kind of happened right before I started writing here too, I've been watching "The 90's - ett försvarstal", a Swedish comedian had a show where he talked about the 90's.. and the last show was televised, when it was on TV I kind of missed most of it and only saw like.. the last 20 minutes or so.. but thanks to the web TV services I could watch the whole thing afterwards.. and it got me thinking and feeling again, which is good. Like I said, the whole breaking routine thing makes me feel better than I've felt in a long time now.. Oh.. and of course the show found a way to introduce me to more music; Popsicle.. I had barely heard the name.. like.. once.. but I really like the song "Hey Princess". Oh.. and in a week I'll be watching Bruce Springsteen and the E street band once again! So yeah, the day didn't have all that much extraordinary "WOW THAT'S AMAZING".. but it kind of was everyday amazingness.

A little in between note.

Hey! I know, its not been 24 hours since I last blogged, how unusual.. yeah, yeah, I just wanted to tell you that I'm finished with my Geography paper and sent it in, my friend promised me he would hand it in tomorrow (the teacher wanted it both on computer and in hand).. so maybe it didn't turn up super great.. the teacher will probably bitch about everything.. but I tried.. and I don't have any willpower left, I don't really care anymore.. sure, this paper is important, it will decide my grades when I've presented it in oral form.. but I don't care right now.. I will have to rest up now.. I've got a headache again.. give me summer vacation now. Cya.

Now playing...

... Tick Tick Boom by The Hives on repeat..

♪'Cause I have done it before
And I can do it some more
I've got my eye on the score♪

I've got some energy drinks to keep me real focused too.. everything is going according to the plans I told you about yesterday, I've got control, the paper is.. 70% done I think.. most of the basic material is written down, now I only have to fill it out a bit.. and do some finishing touches and such.. anyway, I'm going to Uppsala (one of the bigger cities of Sweden) tomorrow on a.. field trip with my Latin class, It'll be fun I think. Peace out.

This is not one of those deep posts about hard subjects

So I've been working on my paper about a country in Africa (Zimbabwe).. The situation is this; I haven't written all that much right now, some but not much, but I've been reading through some stuff about the country though.. and I feel in control in some weird, twisted way.. I think it will take less time to work my way through the whole thing when I've got a little knowledge of the subject.. and I think I will go to sleep now, the reason is; I don't start until.. in my opinion pretty late.. so I can spend around 2 hours on my work before going to school tomorrow rather than like.. one and a half hour while sleepy right now, the work is supposed to be handed in this Thursday.. and even though I'm probably.. last (or almost at least) in my class progress-wise right now.. I feel I'll make it, I don't know why I have this feeling that it's a piece of cake, no big deal, that I'll fix it.. oh well.. I hope I'm right, otherwise I'll have to work through the night tomorrow.. I really don't think that will be necessary. Oh and it's my mothers birthday today.. and with that.. I realized that I've been posting in this blog.. during a little more than a year now.. I remembered that I wrote about my mothers birthday last year too.. so yeah, congratulations me!.. Bye, I'll get to my plans now.