Thursday, 26 June 2008

Set

Ok so my cousin didn't come over today, he said that things got in the way so he didn't have the time, maybe he's coming on saturday instead. I completed a mission on GTA IV today, I don't know if I hated it or loved it.. I got to choose between killing one guy or the other, I had met both of them alot before in the game and now they were out to get each other. I got to tell you, choices in games like that is hard to make sometimes XD.. I don't mind fighting a boss for months without winning or going on a killing-spree, killing thousands of inocent victims in a game, it's just that this type of mission is hard.

My dad called and said that he traded the days he would work so that we can go to Gothenburg next weekend, we don't have tickets but Bruce Springsteen is having a concert, dad'll try to get tickets, I think he said we will go anyways if we don't. Dad have told me several times about when he and his cousin decided to go to Gothenburg one weekend when Bruce was having a concert, they bought tickets from others and got too many so they sold some, bought better tickets and so on, I think they ended up with more money than they started out with and they got to see the concert. So I think dad'll try to buy tickets down there if he doesn't get any before that, he said that if we don't get tickets we can always be outside listening, that would be an adventure too.


The song of today:
Paradise by Bruce Springsteen

Yeah, I'm a little worked up about this, I've seen him perform once and it was magic, truely.. Well, my favourite song from that concert is Empty Sky.. It was just so right. Well this song on the other hand isn't one of his most famous ones but it is great, you just float away in the song, it's great, great, great. Haven't seen him perform this song though.

Wednesday, 25 June 2008

Memories

Didn't do much today, but that can be great sometimes too, you know.
Oh, I was too tired to tell you that I saw 10.000 BC yesterday, a good movie.


The song of today:
Everywhere by Yellowcard


A great song, reminds me of a girl I liked.. or still like, too bad she didn't like me that way back. I told her that I liked her more than a year ago, I don't have to tell you it didn't go well.. Oh, well.. too bad I still think about her quite sometimes.

Great song, listen to it, lyrics and music is great.

Tuesday, 24 June 2008

GTA IV

Well, I got home from Kenny's place today, we had a great time.
I've played GTA IV non stop for quite a while, it really is great, MGS4 and GTA4 really makes me appreciate my Ps3 to the fullest.
I'm quite tired, cyas.

As much as I want to make all these wonderful Disney songs I've been listening to today to "The song of today"; I'm not going to, just so you know.. it would get pointless.. though; I'm not saying "I'm on my way" was the last disney song.


The song of today:
Beautiful Day by U2

This is only one of U2's fantastic songs, everything's great about it, I'm too tired to explain anything deeper than that.

Sunday, 22 June 2008

I'm back

Didn't run today, got home pretty late, I've played wii all weekend and I'll go to Kenny(a friend)'s place tomorrow.. I bought GTA IV today.

The song of today:

Aicha by Outlandish

I heard it on some old CD my cousin had and I remembered that I liked this song when it was new, and I like it still, just a sweet tune.

Tuesday, 17 June 2008

I'll keep it short

I completed Metal Gear Solid today, a really great game.. maybe a little too much cinematic scenes in it compared to the time to play but otherwise a really nice and variated game with a great amount of elements in it. Then I tried out the Metal Gear Online feature, it's really nice.
Other than that I ran and watched the fotball game between Italy and France.

The song of today:
On My Way by Phil Collins & Mark Mancina


Well yeah it's a disney song, but it's really great, both lyrics and music are great, creating a good feeling.

Bosses and mouses

Today (you get the deal, even though it's past midnight when I write this) my mouse for the computer broke so dad and I just bought a new keyboard and a new mouse just like that, I've had the mouse and keyboard from one of our older computers up until now.
And I've played Metal Gear Solid 4 most of the day, funny how consumed you can get, it's really fun to play and it's got a lot of variated gameplay.

Didn't feel like writing any today so I didn't, even though I've formed some plans in my head about it, I did run though.. maybe I'll run two laps one of these days.
And my cousin called, funny how we think alike; I've been thinking of asking to come over to his place (he live in Eskilstuna, which is an hour by train from here) but he called me first, I'm going this wednesday after I've been to the dentist, don't expect me to write anything here while I'm there.

The song of today:
More Than Words by Extreme


The song explains itself, lol. Well; great lyrics simply. Give it a listen, will you?
"Hold me close don't ever let me go"

Sunday, 15 June 2008

Less me more music

I ran but didn't write a page today, I didn't find the time, and I didn't get to the sprite-work either. Mostly I played Metal Gear Solid 4 and other stuff. I havn't got much else to say, I've listened a lot to Disney music today too.

The song of today:
Magnus Uggla - Dumma flickor


Yeah here we go again with the Swedish songs, and I'm not going to comment it anymore after this either, I don't have.. or at least I think I don't have any non-swedish readers, hey I barely have any readers at all.. well, doesn't matter, so; back to the song.

I really like the lyrics of this song, that's the greatest asset of the song, and sometimes I just feel exactly like the song's lyrics, and I hate myself for thinking that too, basicly it describes two true things; how beeing "like you are suposed to be" can be "negative", that you can be "too good" and it also describes the desires of the human nature a little, don't know if you fully understood that, I'm a little tired when writing this.. great song to me anyways, although I've practicly been "taught" to like Uggla.. not really but dad said that he liked his music when I was younger and I've liked it too since I was little, don't know if that's a good or bad thing and how much he liking it influenced me.

This song isn't that easy to find on the net and such, like youtube, if you want to have at least a little clue what the song's about (without searching like a maniac the lyrics is easy to find at least.

Saturday, 14 June 2008

Done

You can say I got almost everything I planned to get done today, I ran a lap this morning and wrote a page after a shower, breakfast and cleaning my room. A short while after the fotball game, between Sweden and Spain, began and my fathers friend (with family) came to watch with us, too bad Sweden lost the very last minute 2-1.. Still there's one game left, a tie would do against Russia. And since the game ended I've played Metal Gear Solid 4 with dad's friends son, it is a great game, I'll tell you that. The only thing I wanted to do today that I didn't was some sprite-work for a game me and my friends are working on a little, maybe I'll get to that tomorrow, maybe not.

The song of today:
Carry Me by The Levellers


I don't really know why, that's what I feel, I can't precisly tell you why I chose this song but I like it somehow.

Friday, 13 June 2008

Good, awesome, fantastic day.

So much happened today, I got Metal Gear Solid 4, even though I haven't played much of it yet, there where like a "test the weapons -mode" or something that I tried out before I had to go to one of the local foodstores with our dogs and my sister to meet up my father there, we helped him buy candy and such. Then we went home by car and watched one of two movies I got from my sister for my birthday, it really was a pleasant surprise, the movie is called Ned Kelly, I think it's at least worth watching, I'm not going to tell you more about the film, if you want to know more about it look it up somewhere on the internet.
After the movie I went out to run, I've decided to run a lap around a little narrow path in the woods close to my home once a day and to also write a page a day on my "book" or something like that, I've called it "1L1P"(1 lap, 1 page) to myself. I can't believe I ran the whole lap around, the last 3/4 of it I kept on going forward by will power only, when I was done the sweat felt like sand on my forehead. Then I had this really amazing experience when I was in the shower, I was thinking about alot of stuff (running clears your head like nothing else) and then suddenly I began to laugh, well I laughed inside the whole time but only a few "he... he" slipped out of my mouth, it was an unbeliveably good sensation, I don't know why but I felt really alive and my whole body was filling up with pure happyness.. for no obvious reason, when I thought about it later on I thought that maybe it was all the stress and such the school had caused that was finally letting go, and that's what I believe right now.


When I got out of the shower I sat down in front of the computer and wrote the second page of my "book", just this once I'll show you what I wrote, and sry, it's in swedish, I'm not going to translate it if that's what you think XD.

"Rummet innanför var klätt i röda tyger som hängde på väggarna, överallt glittrade vackra pärlor som var fastspända i de tunna tygerna, pojken, som hette Petri kunde skymta en liten golvyta innanför, tillräckligt stor för att en mindre bil skulle kunna få plats. Mannen i kappan uppmanade honom att gå in och pojken lydde, när han kom in upptäckte han att man inte såg väggarna för alla tyger, bakom de genomskinliga röda tygerna glittrade lager på lager av liknande tyger, petri vände sig om, det enda undantaget var dörröppningen där mannen med kappan stod. Han var påväg in och sköt igen dörren, dess baksida var klätt precis som rummets alla andra väggar, det var omöjligt att urskilja var dörren hade varit. Plötsligt släppte all nyfikenhet som rummet lyckats väcka inom Petri och kvar var bara förtvivlan; varför hade mannen tagit honom hit, vad tänkte han göra? Petri slängde sig argsint mot mannen som fört bort honom men stoppades snabbt, mannen i kappan hade satt ett finger mot Petri’s panna, det brände något förfärligt, smärtan som detta enda finger skapade slängde Petri mot golvet men han kände inte golvet under sig, istället fortsatte han falla, mannen och rummet med tygerna försvann långt där ovanför, de blev bara suddiga bilder som försvann långt, långt där borta, innan det svartnade helt tyckte sig Petri se tygerna fladdra vilt, som om en orkan drog och slet i dem.

Det var först när Petri sakta blinkade till och plötsligt klarvaken stirrade upp mot månen och stjärnorna som dansade på en öppen natthimmel som han förstod att han hade svimmat av. Han försökte resa sig, eller åtminstone röra på sig men det var förgäves, hur han än försökte kunde han inte lyfta ett finger, han förmådde bara att ligga där och känna det fuktiga gräset under sig. Han försökte tala men orden tycktes tryckas ner i halsen på honom, det ända han fick fram var små hostande ljud. Några få sekunder senare hörde han hur en kvist bröts någonstans ovanför huvudet och han önskade med ens att han hade legat tyst, bara stirrat upp på himmelen och låtit tiden gå. Plötsligt dök ett ansikte upp framför honom, de blåa ögonen som stirrade tillbaka på honom var lugnande, ansiktet hade mycket bestämda linjer som ändå såg otroligt mjuka ut, det hade markerade kindben och en skarp haklinje men huden såg ut som den på ett spädbarn, aldrig hade Petri sett en vuxen människa med en hud som såg så len ut. Petris blick vandrade och han lade märke till de spetsiga öronen, den snirkliga huvudbonaden som hade formen av en smal gren som löpte slingrandes över pannan och runt huvudet som ett tillvridet pannband av någon metall fast med detaljrika små blad gjorda i samma metall lite här och var. Håret som tillhörde ansiktet var långt och löpte bak mot nacken där det var fastspänt med hjälp av ett flertal små skimrande spännen som löpte kors och tvärs, resultatet var att det blonda håret bara hängde ner som vanligt över nacken och ryggen. Tankar svepte över Petri likt en våg som sköljde över honom obarmhärtigt; var var han, vart var mannen och rummet med de röda tygerna och vem tillhörde det här ansiktet?

Ansiktet log mot honom, det såg förstående ut på något sätt, sedan öppnade det munnen. ”Sovit gott?”Petri försökte svara men fick återigen bara fram små hostande ljud, ansiktet bara log och satte ett finger mot Petris läppar, med ens kunde han utan förhinder tala. ”Var är jag?” av alla frågor som bubblade inom Petri var det just den han fick fram.
”På en liten kulle i den västra delen av Danmark” sa ansiktet och log.
”Ljug inte, det är inte möjligt” sa Petri med uppspärrade ögon, han kunde inte tro vad han hört. ”Visst är det sant alltid men jag tror du kan behöva lite mer sömn, du har bara varit medvetslös i drygt en timme”Utan att Petri hann svara satte ansiktet sitt finger mot Petris panna, det brände till smått och Petri var förlorad i totalt mörker, stilla tänkte han en sista tanke innan han helt försvann bort i det påträngande mörkret ”ansikte? Det är väl klart att ansiktet hade en kropp, vilken fånig tanke” med den sista tanken flöt han in i tomheten som omfamnade honom så hårt nu."

Now; it's just the first version, I'll probably re-work it and the program for writing this blog screwed up some things in the text like gaps at the start of a line where somebody is talking and such. Oh and, this is my material, don't try to steal it or anything XD. (Not that I think you will, it's not worth it)

The song of today:

Our Farewell by Within Temptation

It was on my "The Celtic Circle" cd, I listened to it when writing my "book", beautiful is the best word to describe it, the voice but also the lyrics, just listen to it. I found some live versions of it on youtube but I think the "recorded" version is better.

Thursday, 12 June 2008

The hunt for MGS4

I took my bike and went into town two times, both of the times to see if the local game-shop had Metal Gear Solid 4, the first time the man working there said that he probably would get it later this day but then I found out that the delivery got a litte late the second time I was there, so I asked him to put away it for me when it arrives, he said the delivery would come mid-day tomorrow, so hopefully I've got it tomorrow ^^. I didn't do anything special other than that today, I mostly stayed at the computer and other meaningless stuff ^^. I found myself with wanting to sleep because of boredom like three hours ago or something.

The song of today:
Heaven Forbid by The Fray

Truth be told, I heard this song for the first time today, I've listened to The Fray alot before but I discovered this song today, and it is just too beautiful; every single bit of this song is my favorite part. "Heven forbid, you end up alone and don't know why" that's just so me.

Wednesday, 11 June 2008

No more school for weeks = depression?

School ended today but right now, at the moment I don't feel very well.. at all, I'm depressed without a really obvious reason, it could be because I didn't get any good sleep last night, it was too hot when I went to bed and then I woke up several times like really~ early in the morning without being able to fall asleep for a while again, or it could be because I felt more alone or excluded from "the group" today, sure; I have friends in school.. but they're like.. not friends I spend my sparetime with, witch results in me being alone most of the time after school. It was really obvious today I think.. Oh well, that's the way it is.. I got my grades for my completed classes;

Once again, it's on a scale of four(worst to best in order); IG-G-VG-MVG

"English"/Swedish;
"visual arts"(or something like that)/Bild; MVG
English A/Engelska A; MVG
"Esthetic activity"/Estetisk verksamhet; VG
"Business economics A"/Företagsekonomi A; MVG
Mathematics A/Matematik A; VG
"Science B"/Naturkunskap B; VG
Social studies A/Samhällskunskap A; VG (that's the teacher that I don't like btw)
Modern languages (Spanish) 3/Moderna språk (Spanska) steg 3; MVG
Swedish A/Svenska A; MVG

Guess I did pretty good so far.. well.. what does it matter?..

Oh, and don't get me wrong in any way, it's not that there's no school that gets me down, I love the fact that the summer vacation is finally here.

One last thing; I plan on trying to get my hands on Metal Gear Solid 4 tomorrow.


The song of today:
Last Train Home by Lostprophets

This song is just so right for how I feel right now, I'm trying to act acording to this; "But there's still tomorrow, forget the sorrow" right now. And I love the feeling of the song and I like that there's like three different paces in the song.

Cya

Tuesday, 10 June 2008

2-0

Not much school today, it's my last day tomorrow. I saw Sweden's first soccer-game in the european championship, Sweden won with two goals against Greece, who won the last championship, it's just great and fun to watch.

The song of today:
Where Eagles Have Been by Wolfmother

I really like the sound of this band in general and this song is really great, Wolfmothers unique sound combined with a great song with great lyrics. My favorite part of the song; "Nothing's quite what it seems in the city of dreams" even though many parts of the song is brilliant.

Monday, 9 June 2008

Relief

School's really ending, and I only had two lessons today, it feels great. Offe (a guy in my class) said that he though of me as strange at first but he changed his mind when he got to know me, he said that I was really cool/nice or something like that, I guess that's how I am, I don't know if it's good or bad.
I saw the movie Jumper together with my dad when I got home, it was a really good movie, it had most things a good movie needs.

The song of today:
29 Mars by Kapten Röd

I really like this song, it's in swedish and it's great in everyway, just because I felt like it I'll put the lyrics, and I'll atempt to translate it.

In Swedish;
Kan inte förmå mig, låter låten gråta åt mig, så låten gråter åt mig...

Jag fortsätter vända mig om men du finns inte där.
Jag fortsätter leta men finner ingen mening att va här.
Jag vill inte vakna imorn utan kärlek i min värld.
Så jag fortsätter vända mig om men du finns inte där.

Den här låten den e ren terapi, min enda nyckel till en öppning i ett inspärrat liv.
Alla säger minnena skall blekna med tid, ska jag va ärlig, kan jag inte se när det blir.
Jag trodde aldrig att jag kunde falla ner så djupt.
Men sen kommer världens bästa vibration och ger mig ljus, är du en dröm, snälla ta inte slut.
Åh nej...

Jag fortsätter vända mig om men du finns inte där.
Jag fortsätter leta men finner ingen mening att va här.
Jag vill inte vakna imorn utan kärlek i min värld.
Så jag fortsätter vända mig om men du finns inte där.

Så skrik ut, sluta viska
Väljer hur du vill leva så sluta spring under piskan
Man stressar genom livet, rädd för saker å missa
Vi har ingenting att pricka av på nån lista
Vissa säger lev din dag som din sista
Vissa söker lugn man bara finner i kistan
Men jag vet att bara inte kärleken vissnar
Kommer allt det vackra övervinna det bistra

Jag fortsätter vända mig om men du finns inte där.
Jag fortsätter leta men finner ingen mening att va här.
Jag vill inte vakna imorn utan kärlek i min värld.
Så jag fortsätter vända mig om men du finns inte där.

Nu finns du här, nu finns du här, i min atmosfär, nu finns du här.

Så va e på
så va e på
så va e på
kärlek e på gång


My somewhat crappy translation into English;
I'm not able to, let the song cry in my place, so let the song cry i my place.

I keep turning around but you're not there.
I keep searching but I don't find a reason to be here.
I don't want to wake up tomorrow without love in my world.
So I keep turning around but you're not there.

This song is pure therapy, my only key to an opening in a imprisoned life.
Everybody says that the memories shall fade with time, to be honest; I can't see when that'll be.
I never though I could fall so deep.
But then the worlds best vibration comes to give me light, if you are a dream, please don't end.
Oh no...

I keep turning around but you're not there.
I keep searching but I don't find a reason to be here.
I don't want to wake up tomorrow without love in my world.
So I keep turning around but you're not there.

So shout out, stop whispering
Choosing how you want to live, so stop running due to the whip
You rush through life, afraid to miss things
We don't have anything to tick off on some list
Some say live your day as if it were the last one
Some seek peace you only find in the coffin
But I know that if love doesn't wither
Then all the beutiful will overcome the grim.

I keep turning around but you're not there.
I keep searching but I don't find a reason to be here.
I don't want to wake up tomorrow without love in my world.
So I keep turning around but you're not there.

Now you're here, now you're here, in my atmosphere, now you're here.

So what's
So what's
So what's
Love's what's up.


Now; I know that there are probably not a single person reading my blog that don't know Swedish but I liked translating the song, I thought it was fun, that's the only and single reason I did it.. oh and I copied the swedish text from another site.

I love this song simply because it is true, almost too true, that's the main feature about this song to me but I like the whole thing too of course.

Sunday, 8 June 2008

Get this summer started already

I've done my homework now, it feels so good to have it done, I have three days in school starting tomorrow and then I've got summer vacation, it feels unbelievably good, I don't know much what I'll do though, we are going to our summer place, where our family usually spends like 2 to 4 weeks of the summer, I love it there, although I didn't like it when I was younger, it feels like my sister still have problems going there without bringing any friends. Oh; and I'll try to write, I don't like saying it because it sets the expectations too high for me and for anyone else, but it is a fact that I'm trying to write, my goal is to make it as long as a book, but that is a little too much to say right now, I don't like saying it at all.

My cousin went home many hours ago, we did the same thing as yesterday today. We bathed today too, right now my mom is picking up my dad in a neighboring city, he's been at a festival called Sweden Rock (it was in the southern part of sweden) since like friday or something I think, one of my older cousins performed togheter with his band at Sweden Rock by the way, it feels like they're getting somewhere, I'm glad, the name of the band is WhenIt if you wanted to know. I think I heard the car arrive outside now.. well I'll go to bed soon, after all; school's not over yet.

The song of today:
I'm Good I'm Gone by Lykke Li

I heard this song on the radio on my way to the beach today, I've heard it before, I had just forgotten about it, it's really good, I like the version where Robyn and others are performing together with Lykke Li, it is a really artistic song, it feels different in some way, in a good way too.I fell like this song is mostly about the combination of the vocal parts and the instruments, lyrics is less important, not unimportant, just less important. And I think the song grows more and more the more you listen to it.

Bleach

Today (again; read; yesterday..) me and my cousin have played Maple Story and watched bleach like crazy, it was fun, too bad he's going home tomorrow.

Oh and I did clean my room yesterday, even though I haven't done my homework, I'll get to
that tomorrow.

The song of today:
Hallelujah by Jeff Buckley

It's just too great, I like this version (with Jeff Buckley that is) the most.

Saturday, 7 June 2008

Cousin

Today (read; yesterday) my cousin and aunt came, we went to a beach a little bit outside of town, it was pretty fun even though I didn't want to go from the start, and we've played Maple Story up until now since we got home, it was really funny, he borrowed my dads laptop so we both played maple story at the same time. We're going to watch bleach now and then go to sleep.

The song of today:
My religion by Nomy

This song's got a really nice beat and i find the lyrics less important in this particular song, even so all of the song is great, it's just that the beat is the most important feature.

Thursday, 5 June 2008

Wait up

School today was as useless as it was enjoyable; like watching some movie or something on every lesson, I didn't mind. And we are free from school tomorrow, since it's the national day of Sweden.. even though we don't celebrate it that much. My cousin and aunt will come tomorrow, that'll be fun. And the reason I'm telling you more about tomorrow than today is simply because I didn't do much today, I helped out a little at home and I watched Bleach for a while and still I didn't find the time to do my last piece of homework or clean my own room, can't be helped I guess, I'll get that done tomorrow.

Oh, and I wanted to see the movie Wicker Park again, I don't remember anything of it but I do have the feeling that it was good, so I want to find out.


The song of today:
Wind by Akeboshi


I know it's the first ending song for the Naruto anime but I think it's the best of the endings and openings. You just gotta love the music and the lyrics is good too.

Wednesday, 4 June 2008

Good night

I saw the last episodes of Berserk and Love Hina (well, I've still got the specials and maybe the OVA left to watch) today. And my cousin took the upper-secondary final examination (I don't know if you guys understood that, that was the translation I found on a web-dictionary). Oh, and during the only lesson I had today (english) we got to know our grades, I got MVG (wich is the highest on a scale of four).
I don't think I've got so much more to say today, I'm just dead tired.



The song of today:
Fix You by Coldplay


Once again I've picked a song with really good lyrics, that's mostly because lyrics is a really important part of songs. Oh, and I love the music too. And I could quote the whole song, but I think the first few lines is the best.

Tuesday, 3 June 2008

Calm

Another anime + school -day; I've almost finished watching Berserk and Love Hina, all three animes are great ^^. We got a test back today, I really don't like that teacher, he's annoying in every way thinkable, I don't even want to begin to explain, oh well.. it always feels like I can't get the best grade on his tests or something, and his tests are really like; the result depends on who's checking it, and our teacher is really simpleminded.. Gah, nothing special today, tomorrow I've only got one lesson (Wooohooo!).

The song of today:
Read My Mind by The Killers


"I don't mind if you don't mind, 'cause I don't shine if you don't shine" says it all.

Monday, 2 June 2008

A day meant to pass by unnoticed

Nothing special today, I watched anime like crazy after school, I didn't do much else, well I played some Maple Story a short while when I got home but after that it was anime up until now.. practicly. The main reason I didn't do anything but watch anime was because I couldn't stand doing anything else, I didn't feel like talking to anybody on msn or in my Naruto-Arena clan or on Mcleodgaming (a forum mainly developing flashgames). We ate pizza today and a guy from my class called, asking about one of our tests that I've done; he's going to do it tomorrow, I hope I was some help.

Oh and I forgot to mention that I saw the fotball/soccer game between Sweden and Ukraine yesterday, I was really dissapoined Sweden lost 0-1, I mean come on, Ukraine!? Oh well, I sure hope our team will be better during the european championship.


The song of today:
Iris by Goo Goo Dolls

I just realized that this is one of my favorite songs, ever, and I really mean it, I love every last bit of it, its not one of those songs that fit some kind of mood, this song fits me whatever mood I might be in, I think this song really tells alot about me. This is the first lines; "And I'd give up forever to touch you, 'cause I know that you feel me somehow, you're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be and I don't wanna go home right now" I can go on quoting the whole song, every single word is just so right. By the way, I really don't like Ronan Keatings cover of the song. Still, eventhough all the song is great I really like the plead-like lyric at the end of the song "I just want you to know who I am, I just want you to know who I am...~".

Well, I've gotta sleep now, cya.

Sunday, 1 June 2008

Another day

Well, it has been a long, uneventful day, I finished my present for my mom, I've walked the dogs all week, well this morning when I woke up she was like "I decided to take the dogs for you this morning" and smiled, I was dead tired so I said "what am I awake at this hour for then? I'll go back to bed" though it made me happy, both that I didn't have to go and that my mom seemed to be in a really good mood.. sometimes she gets very depressed for long times.. like take medicine and stay home from work or doesn't work as much, last time it was really bad was last autumn or something, her friend from work died when they were riding horses.. apparently it was something with her heart, mom got really down after that.. It just struck me how happy it makes me that she's in a better mood and have been for some time now.

When I was out with the dogs this evening I met one of my old classmates from four years or something like that, she was out walking with her mom.. we didn't greet, well I didn't see her until like the last moment before they passed me, I was picking up dog poo at the moment.. Oh well even though we were friends back then people drift apart, even though we live in this really small town I hadn't seen her for like over a year or so. Even if we didn't greet it sure brought back memories.

What else have I been doing today? Well.. I've played some Maple Story.. I'm just playing that game when I don't have anything else to do nowadays. And I've watched anime; Berserk, Love Hina and Bleach. Other than that I've played some Naruto-Arena and roleplayed some with a friend from the internet.


The song of today:
We'll Live And Die In These Towns by The Enemy

I like this song and it reflects how I feel right now very well, everything about the song is good and it stirs up all these feelings within, a song that really says all there is to say in my opinion.

Oh, and I realized that I've been doing this for a week now, and I like it very much, it's not like the first time I tried to have a blog.. well, I'll keep posting, cya and take care