A bit of complaining and a song that needs no motivation(?)

To be honest with you, today I got really low for a while, this when I've been unusually happy without reason for at least several days. I got reminded of a problem that has gotten me down a lot "latetly": I don't really feel I can talk to anybody.. (in a way talking isn't enough either).. I've got problems, like everybody else.. but I feel that I can't discuss my problems with anyone, I've talked to people I've known over the internet for a lot of years.. but they're too distant to be a comfort in these very real problems, they don't know all the details and only hear about it from me. And the ones that do know some other aspects of the problem or at least has seen it first-hand, people I know from around here, either knows stuff but can't talk about it because well I'm not the only one who is spreading my secrets that I want limited to only some people or they are involved in the problem in such a way that I can't really tell them too much. The support from distant friends isn't enough and the support from more present friends doesn't feel all that.. present... Well, I'll stop complaining now... I think I'm more used to help out others, I'm better at that, my life often comes in second, third, fourth or fifth place in importance to me.. Bah, I don't know, I try to keep stuff like this off of this blog actually, I hope you can forgive me for letting some of it slip through here : )

The song of today:
Blått Öga, Svarta Tankar by Parken

I actually like to listen to the whole album "Länge Leve Parken" so picking this song out of the bunch is really just random, I felt like it right now, even though "Jag Har Varit Vilsen, Lisa" is usually my favorite song by them and even though the pacing and beat in "Vad Ska Vi Göra Med Henry?" is fantastic, even though the phrase "Åh, hjärtat slår, det slår skiten ur mig" (it roughly means "The(/My) heart beats, it beats the shit out of me") is brilliant in "Låt Mig Få Följa Dig Ner", even though "Hur Känns Det Nu", "Vi Som Visste" and "Dagar I Arkadien" all have a really nice vibe to them, even though "Åt Helvete Med Himlen" is probably one of the most popular (and that is not undeserved praise either) songs of this album and finally even though "Ser Du Stjärnan I Det Grå" is a good newer single. I picked this song because it is just as good as all of the songs I mentioned, not better but as good, I felt the song was very striking just at the moment for me.

Bye.

Politics

I'll just write something quick, I'm really tired of all the political activity that seems to consume everything right now, still I can't let go really myself, I watch debates and follow what is written in media and so on, a whole lot, even though I know what I'm going to vote for tomorrow, I've known for quite a while too.. but I can't really put it aside and not care. But I'm really tired because of it too, it is exhausting.

The song of today:
All This Time (Pick-Me-Up Song) by Maria Mena

: ), I said I was going to be quick didn't I? Well.. let's not waste time then, it is clearly a wonderful song even though I haven't been listening to it for quite a while.

Bye!