Split

I'm feeling.. very split.. is it possible to feel depressed and cynical but at the same time super hyped over what's going on and what will come.. when at the same time you feel like you want to stop time like right now.. because you realize that summer's almost over.. and you will have to go back to school.. I mean sure, it's fun meeting everybody again.. but after a week or two.. another vacation would be nice. I'm sorry but I'm thinking too much right now, about too many things.