Duuun-duun-duuuuuuh(8)!

Dam dam daaaaam~♪



The song of today:
Heaven's On Fire by

(If you like I Was Made For Lovin' You better then that is the song of today for you : )) And that's all you get this time ;D

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RAAAAUWRGH.. or something

I've been fighting myself this whole weekend.. I've noticed that I can't even listen to my common sense all that much when in the most pressured situation right now. I managed to sidetrack alot! like "Ooops.. now I'm checking out those youtube videos again, that wasn't supposed to happen" and so on.. well now I can barely see the light in the end of the tunnel (or the end in the tunnel of light?). I've still got thing I've got to write.. well that and a small part of another thing. Luckily; it isn't the longest thing I've got left at least and I have like.. tomorrow left too. Right now I'm focusing on the.. six (Oh my god x_x) things I have to remember tomorrow, two of them is me talking in front of the class and the other are discussions.. Well I'll do my best although it is a bit too much right now. I'm really pissed at myself and everything because I failed my math-test by the way.. Just because of that it all kind of depends on how I do on the test on Tuesday.. I'm quite distressed when it comes to that, yes T_T.

The song of today:
Innan du glömmer mig by Simon Norrsveden

I've been listening to Simon more and more the past months, by now he is one of those artist I can listen to when I don't really even want to hear any music until I realize I want to listen to his album (other examples of that for me is Melissa Horn and Sofia Karlsson). Also this song is great, the lyrics yeah I can't really describe the lyrics, they're great.. I used to think that the song for me almost told me about something in my past.. but now I think I've changed my mind or rather, there is something new I connect this song to instead.. well it really kind of is the same thing. And it's also about a farewell in a way, just like the farewell I'll be going through with my class in just a matter of weeks.

Sleep tight!

Fighting; hoo-hah!

Wow.. it's the first time in a long time that I feel really good about myself for studying.. well I really have to today so there isn't anything else.. I've got to learn like.. several weeks worth of math lessons until tomorrow.. and I'm really progressing! I just hope there is enough time to really learn it.. I'm only going for the "OK but not more"-grade: G.. still, knowing the previous math-tests.. with my current skills, even that is tough.. The biggest problem I have right now is that I also have my first, last and only test in Latin B tomorrow too.. GAH >_<.. Well I've managed to push all the other homework out of my thoughts at least.. I'll have to deal with that from tomorrow on.. Well well.. we'll see how it goes tomorrow.. really wish me luck!

The song of today:
Brooklyn Sun by Salem Al Fakir

Let me just say this first; I've been listening to Salem since his first album (This is who I am) and I thought about having him on as one of my tips the first time around, I'm not having him here now just because he participated in Melodifestivalen (I did like his song the most though). I really like this song, it is calm but very powerful in its tranquility. As I tend to do when I'm having songs from artists I really like on here I'm going to mention Black Sun Black Moon, It's only you (both versions), Good song and Hymn as some of the other great songs made by Salem, enjoy ^^.

Around and around it goes.

Well.. now that I have "The song of today" back.. I can do these meaningless posts again : D! Wait.. that isn't positive now is it?.. Well well, I've been trying to do my homework and only halfway succeeded.. I've done some.. but not nearly enough.. you see.. I think I need to rest up a bit too XD.. well I ended up doing that when I was too exhausted to do anything.. so it wasn't really resting up.. well.. I'm going to keep struggling now.. I have to do this! GAAH! [insert YAWP here]

The song of today:
The Logical Song by Supertramp

A great song! The beginning, the intro is kind of the best part of the song, I love it n_n (it's probably mostly the intro that makes it my pick over such great songs as Give A Little Bit, Bloody Well Right and Breakfast In America). And I just realized how well the lyrics match my situation right now and what I feel.. or something like that XD, just listen to it if you feel like it, I heard this song play in my home when I was little several times too so I don't know if you're able to like the song like me. Well... since the song is great, without childhood-memories to help it; I think you should be able to.

That's all, wish me luck and I'll wish you some luck too.

Beggars can't be choosers

Well some days are just plain great and some days outright suck. Today sucked.. tried to do some homework.. that didn't go all too well but hey.. Yesterday though! Yesterday was great : ).. I went home with two classmates, a third one joined in a bit later.. I thought it was fun but I feel like I was being boring and annoying, interrupting unintendedly and not being engaging enough, why do I feel like that : (? Well.. when I was there and we ate kladdkaka (from Wiki: "(lit. Gooey cake) is a type of Swedish cake.") an old classmate called.. like.. we haven't been in the same class for 6 years.. And he wanted to borrow The Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time from me, I said that I'd be happy to but that I wasn't at home. Well... after a while me and the third person went home and I called the old classmate again and he came to get the game and invited me over so I followed him to his apartment and we played two Zelda-games on two TVs and some other old classmates plus some more people came over too.. well they went out to drink so I went home but I was there for an hour or so before they went out and I went home. In a way it felt like I felt when I was that age and younger.. I haven't gone from friend to friend in a day like that since I was small.. when several friends could call the same day and we'd all do something together and so on.. well I got lost in thought there.. eh so yeah, yesterday was good : )

Oh and..

BAM

BAM

BAAAM!

The song of today:
Little Lion Man by Mumford & Sons

A great song from the album Sigh No More, I had trouble choosing this song out of the 12 on the album, at first I said "alright, 6 of these songs are good enough to be featured" but then I narrowed it down to three (the other ones were White Blank Page and After The Storm) and here we are. I love the sound of this band and combined with lyrics that (in my mind) touch upon important topics they're a new favorite band of mine (even though I just found out about them today).

Oh and yes, yes The song of today is finally back, I've figured I can at least do a hundred more before I run out of artists that I haven't already featured again : ).

Bye bye now.

Sigh...

I'm sitting here trying to learn something about something for some test tomorrow and honestly.. it is something that I care about.. but trust scientists and other people to understand, please, just give me the simple-ass version and I'll be good and do as you say (it's about our effects on the planet btw).. I don't want to be able to explain it or understand it, I'd rather know things about other stuff...

Wait.. where was I.. oh right! Something something dark side.... no, that wasn't it.. uhm so yeah, I'm having a hard time getting like.. a 100 pages into my head >_>.. the teacher doesn't give good tests either...

But the worst thing is that I CAN'T TAKE MY MIND off something or someone.. I've been like this.. like.. since the beginning of this term or something.. and I feel that it is hopeless so it really isn't a good feeling anymore either.. Like.. I was on a boat ride (like a big one.. a.. ferry(?)?) with.. practically all of the close family on my fathers side this weekend, it was a birthday gift to my grandfather to celebrate his 80th birthday earlier this year.. I kind of kept my sister from being too bored and we played some air hockey and so on but really the only thing that could get my mind of the thing I can't get my mind of was looking at my cousins kid who is just a little more than 1 year old. And even then I couldn't get peace of mind for that long.. usually telling someone new about my problem helps a little bit.. for a little while.. but I'm running out of internet friends and other people that couldn't change the situation by doing something stupid.

Also there was the trip to Rome.. all I tell people when they ask about is kind of "Well.. it was impressive I guess.." if I'm not in the mood to talk my ass off about stupid details that I don't really care about.. Because that is what it was.. impressive I guess.. And when the gigantic buildings created by one of the greatest empires in the world, where the most interesting historical figures I've heard about walked and lived can't impress someone all that much.. at least not as much as some other things... well I think that says something.

Well school's over in a matter of weeks.. sadly and also to my great enjoyment.. can someone say MIXED FEELINGS?

Ah.. that feels great to have ranted a bit on a blog almost certainly only I watch nowadays.. so to all... 1 of me; have a better tomorrow!

Creating something that already exist

Hello hellu!

Today I watched Dead Poets Society, we had to watch it for our english class and I wasn't there when we saw the second half of it so I watched it today, at home.. yes, I am still sick sadly enough.. But now that I've seen it I think I can say it's the best film I've ever had to watch in school.. If I haven't forgot about any film now... well it was great anyway (even though "best in school" doesn't say much)!.. And I'm not afraid to say I was touched! And inspired! In many ways : ).. It may have been partly because I'm home and sick and weak right now but even if that is the case, so what? And when the credits were rolling I found myself thinking up a "new" word in english.. a mix between the word cry and the word laugh.. I wanted my word to mean "laughing and crying at the same time, knowing what made you do that but not if you are happy or sad, you just feel really.. filled with.. something! Feelings and so on" something like that.. I came up with craugh... like laugh so you would say "he was craughing".. the thing is; I looked it up and urbandictionary said the word already exsisted! While it didn't really mean exactly what I wanted it to mean it was indeed made up of a mixture of the same words I tried to mix and it meant something like "laughing 'til you cry" or something.. well I was satisfied with that and now I'm sitting here.. as sick as ever but a little bit happier at least : )