Cure me?

I woke up this morning.. and was sick... that's just great =___=... Well, I didn't do anything today.. I didn't have the strength.. and I'm going to go to sleep.. like.. now.. My head hurts like hell and I've got a sore throat and a runny nose.. Guess I'll spend tomorrow recovering too.. because I need to be well on Monday.. I hope you understand that I don't want to write right now, I just had to give a quick report before going to bed, bye.

The song of today:
Enter Sandman by Metallica

Well, it's awesome.

Hush little baby, don't say a word
And never mind that noise you heard
Its just the beast under your bed,
In your closet, in your head

Get well soon : D.. oh wait.. ; I'll get well soon~

A picture is worth a thousand words!

I'm not feeling like writing, I cut my hair.. watched tv.. and stayed up until now (04:30, will change the time of the post so that it's the right date) making a picture in Paint (I started right before midnight or something);

I found some random photo of a squirrel with a bandage or something.. and felt like doing something in paint with it.. and this is the result.. so; First I drew the outlines on the squirrel to remove all the unnecessay stuff around it.. and then I removed ALL the color so that only the outlines remained (well.. I kept the eyes (and inverted the colors on them later too)).. then I started to rearrange some stuff, like adding all the "metal-pieces".. and when I was done with that I colored it.. the first two steps are the longest.

The song of today:
Everything by Lifehouse

I like it, reminds me a little of Goo Goo Dolls.. As I said; don't make me write more.

Just don't~

Posted dispite tecnical difficulties

Hmm.. blogger isn't working properly right now.. for a while I couldn't even reach the page for writing new posts.. so for some moments I thought about not writing today.. for a short while every blogspot page I went to said "Google Error
Server ErrorThe server encountered a temporary error and could not complete your request.Please try again in 30 seconds. " And Firefox said "We're sorry...
We were unable to handle your request. Please try again or return a bit later." when I tried to enter my page.. well, it seems kind of fixed now so I shouldn't complain..

I don't think all that much happened today, we copied 180 copies of our form.. and we had some lessons that I couldn't concentrare on.. I think the same thing will happen tomorrow.. sadly.. I think I'm set for weekend-mode right now. Anyway, I'm going to try to study some Latin before I go to sleep today.. Well, in every other way everything remains the same.. As you might have understood; I didn't go to Sofia Karlssons concert today.. I wanted to but it just didn't turn out like that.. well, while we're still on the subject; my dad might have got his hands on tickets to go see Bruce Springsteen when he comes to Sweden! That's like.. beyond fantastic news!.. But I'm prepared if the tickets would slip away under our noses too, can't expect too much, if I would it would be tougher to handle if it turned out that we didn't get those tickets.. oh well, lets hope, shall we?

The song of today:
I Can Buy You by A Camp

I thought about having "Stronger Than Jesus".. but then I realised that I like "I Can Buy You" so much more! I really love the intro the most, even though I like all of it, that harmonica (I would be surprised if it's not a harmonica.. even though I could be wrong, I'm no expert) is just awesome!

I'll quit for today, 'mkay?

Not the first thing I'd want to have to write about

Ok, let me just tell you what I was going to write about first; how I did ok but maybe not great during my test.. and how I havn't been doing anything today except watching Bleach and talking to some persons on Skype.. And that I didn't do my Spanish homework like I should have.

Oh.. and how I'm worn out, body and soul... but that's not what I'll write about...

Well.. I'm not going to name any person or anything like that but a good (internet)friend of mine just told me that the person.. well.. felt like shit.. and had thoughts of ending it all.. Of course I was upset.. I just sat here shaking, really, literally... the person's been like that before.. but this time I feel like it seems even more serious.. I hope I could help out a bit at least.. well, so that's what kept me from concentrating on anything else, like to write about anything else. There's no need to explain how helpless and frustrated and sad you feel when you learn of anything like this. Well, I hope you can understand why I devoted most of this post to that matter.

The song of today:
Handlebars by Flobots

I was right, this is the band Simon told me about yesterday and, like I suspected, I liked them very much, the song I liked the most at first was "Stand Up".. but after hearing Handlebars a couple of time; it got inside my head, it's more of a song that instantly gets stuck, maybe it's because of the wicked lyrics that are repeated (I can ride my bike with no handlebars, no handlebars, no handlebars).. Well, I liked it, it's a bit different from most music, that's a good thing, they've got something unique.. how cool isn't having a viola in a rap group?

We'll see another day.. tomorrow : D!

Got through this though day

Oh, this day was really though on me.. all to many things, my head feels like it's full of thick glue or something like that.. First there was a lot of lessons tearing me down and when I finally got home I had to study for the Geography test we're having tomorrow.. that didn't go well either and.. it may be my imagination but my family (well; my sister and mother, my father spent all day at my uncle's apartment together with his sister) were unreasonable and so on.. I don't know, I'm just really worn out right now... I'm thinking of going to bed like... right now!.. So yeah, I don't have much stuff to say about this day, I just want it to be over, I'll try to get to bed as soon as possible after studying some more.. anyway, knowing me I will probably prolong every thing I have to do and then end up going to bed at the same time as always...

The song of today:
Till Linnea Via Leonard Cohen by Cornelis Vreeswijk

I know how I kind of often go on about how many songs I could have picked with the same musician/band.. But this is one of the more extreme cases, I think Cornelis is one of the absolutely greatest musicians that have ever sung in Swedish.. To name but a few great songs there's; Polaren Pär är kärlekskrank, Personliga Person, Brev till kolonien, Felicia Adjö and Somliga Går Med Trasiga Skor. There's just so many songs that are absolutely great that he sang. The reason I after great consideration chose this song is because it's so delicate, sensitive and beautiful in that way, I like the characteristics of the other songs too but he's got such a great feeling in his voice.. and when it's used in a song like this there's just magic.. In my opinion of course.. By the way; Simon just gave me a heads up about a group some moments ago.. so maybe they'll be next up, maybe not.

I'll study some more, you do whatever you want.

Pretty nice day after all

Ok!.. So school started once again today, when I woke up I was, to my surprise; REALLY, REALLY alert and awake!.. My head still felt like it had been thrown down a cliff though. It was a strange feeling.. Well, the only really important thing that happened during lessons today was during both of the "Staden och Framtiden" lessons, we really got things done! We finished our form and that ended up kind of good.. and then we called two local schools, that was step one in process of making appointments with the schools so that we can hand out our form to some school-classes.

Anyway, I spent most of my sparetime after school in front of the tv, I watched a lot of comedy shows, they just keeped on coming! It was really great and relaxing, I did play poker online for my father when he was out with the dogs, I did a pretty good job and trippled his stack.. then I hung around to see how it would end, he made it into one of the ten qualifying places to another tournament, so that was a success.

Other than that I found out that my uncle's funeral is next tuesday.. so I guess I'll only be atending school half of that day. Another thing I found out is that I'm going to go to the hairdresser this friday I think.. and the picture I draw in paint 7 Febuary wasn't completely correct, my hair was a little longer.. and now it's another little bit longer.

So.. yeah, helped a friend/classmate out on msn (when I finally sat down here, in front of my computer), she needed some help with some spanish homework.. I think this day was quite nice, even though it was school.. I think it was good to test how good I could handle not being in front of the computer.. and I definetly found out that I'm not addicted at all, it's more that I'm here when I've got nothing else to do..

Oh! And one last thing; I got into a little discussion on msn, I really started to think that I'm like a retard that doesn't know that values like kindness and humbleness and so on are so bad. Like; I'm the last non-egotistic swine that doesn't behave like shit and that doesn't wish bad things upon anyone.. And I know I exagerated a little now but that's about what our conclusion was.. Well, when I think about it I know it isn't true.. but I do think that there are some elements that does mean something there.. well, I don't know

Well.. I'm tired...so good night folks! (I think I'll study a little Geography and read the Spanish novel before it's really bedtime)

The song of today:
The Tide by The Spill Canvas

OH! I love these moments! The moment of discovering (I found it through an internet forum) a really great, heartbreaking song that you can just get into the first time you listen to it. I do think that you really need to listen to the lyrics of this song intensely to really appreciate it as much as I do right now, it does have a nice sound but I accedently didn't listen so much, and when the words all become a blur; it just sounds like.. any other song.. and a little whiny.. I do like it!

My favorite part is; "Heaven's not a place that you go when you die, it's that moment in life when you acctually feel alive.. so live for the moment"

Hej då!

End of a period of sloth

Well, I did do some schoolwork, not much at all but still, I read like.. 6 out of 13 pages of a Spanish novel.. I've got more time to do that though, other than that I didn't get anything done, after all; school starts tomorrow, not today! As always; the one-week-break isn't near as long as you'd hope that It'd be.. well, there's nothing I can do about that, I'll just long for the next one.. around easter.. seems far to long from where I'm standing right now.

Lets see.. this day was just a long.. prolinging of doing nothing.. I think.. I think I didn't do anything so that I didn't have to do things.. [Laughter].. I liked how that formulation made the sentence say the same thing as it could have said if I shortened it.. .. .. Ahum, well.. yeah, so I watched some tv and ate.. and listened to music, a really relaxed day, I'm satisfied with it and that's all that matters!

So, obviously, because I didn't do more, there's nothing more to tell, have a great time y'all!

The song of today:
Absolutely (Story of a Girl) by Nine Days

I would agree if anyone would say that this song is a little corny, with a little school-boyish sound to it, it doesn't have all that much power behind it.. but still, I think that it's good, and that's the thing; I don't really know how to explain why I like the song.. maybe it's the lyrics.. but when I think twice about that I don't think that's it either, even though they are good enough.. Well, I like the song and that's that.

Sayonara