Cya

Well.. I trained today again, I just showered and we are going to our summer place very soon, I'll be there for about two weeks. There's no internet there so that means I won't be able to post anything here for two weeks.. so yeah, I'll be back, until then; have a good time.

Turned on my computer only for this..

My friend Alex wrote on msn that he wanted to go out and do some physical training.. So we did just that.. afterwards we watched a movie, ate some and played a game.. well.. yeah.. so.. that's kind of it.. me and my sister "had to" do some questions for a "quiz walk" (tipspromenad in Swedish) this weekend, it's Midsummer's Eve and Midsummer's Day in Sweden.. so we will celebrate it with.. friends of the family down at our summer place.. or something. So my parents wanted us to make some questions and we did. I'm kind of tired and worn out..

Here I am! just been doing stuff, that's why.

Hello, yeah.. I didn't write the last couple of days.. but it's because I went to a LAN Party at Kenny's place the same day as school ended (Friday).. I did get home two days ago.. but the first night I was too tired and yesterday somebody shut of the power to my internet.. and I didn't have the strength to go down and turn it on again.. so that's why I've been away.. I've spent some money on new headphones and food for the LAN Party.. Today I finished the flash game "Super Mario 63" (A fan made game largely inspired by Super Mario 64).. got all the star coins and shine sprites.. it's now at my top three flash games list or something... well.. other than that I've listened to some comedians on Spotify.. that kind of got me over thinking and over analyzing.. everything really, got me thinking how life... well... has been made into something.. not so great.. by us humans. And I didn't think of it in a depressed way, it was nothing like that, I just figured that that's kind of how it is.. just an hour ago or so I talked to my great online friend Simon.. we don't talk every day but he is really.. a great guy.. there aren't many people that .. I may have expressed that in a bad or wrong way but whatever, anyway it kind of made me feel good.. because msn was awfully quiet besides him and Kenny... well.. then I started playing another game for the first time.. it seems ok I guess. Well; have a great day tomorrow and the next day and yesterday and.. uhm.. yeah, goodbye.

Obeying

(So yeah.. this day is turning out to be a little like last year (I read through some of the stuff from last year).. when the summer comes along.. and NOTHING happens.. my mood goes down a little bit.. but that'll fix itself.. so yeah.. like last day in school... we will just finish of tomorrow, get our grades, that isn't really a school day.) (While writing this.. I watched "Blomstertid" my mood is returning too)

I actually got a comment;
Gson said...

Dance for me and write about your future dreams! =)

I guess I danced in reality a bit today but... here goes some more; [insert mental image of me dancing in a fountain or something.. while eating bananas.. and kicking around huge lumps of unchewed bubblegum].

On to the other part.. now.. I don't know how deep I'll go into this.. but hey.. here goes me obeying;
I think it's hard to form any solid future dreams really.. especially for someone as confused as me.. but I do think about it a lot.. like "what will become of me?".. but I try to act more in the moment after what I believe.. so yeah, with that I'll still tell you some things I've thought about. I've been kind of stuck on the thought that I'd like to become a writer in the future, I do not know if I have what it takes though.. I wrote this Sunday, 8 June 2008 and I still feel it's quite correct; "Oh; and I'll try to write, I don't like saying it because it sets the expectations too high for me and for anyone else, but it is a fact that I'm trying to write, my goal is to make it as long as a book, but that is a little too much to say right now, I don't like saying it at all.".. In other words.. I don't like saying that I have that "dream".. I don't really know why all that well.. so yeah, that's my thoughts about future jobs.. I'll probably go on studying when this part of school is done in a year.. but I don't know.. and I don't know where I'd study either.. or what... so yeah..

Let's see.. that's the job/education part.. hmm.. location; I don't know if I'll still live in my hometown when I'm a hundred years old (I doubt that I'll get that old.. I'm not sure I'll be old at all, I may die quite young, who knows..) or something like that or if I'll move to some other place just years from now, I honestly don't have a clue.. but I can tell you that I'd be quite fine either way.. so yeah...

And traveling?.. I would like to visit Japan some time.. like..just BECAUSE... or something.. other than that; I'm not that interested in traveling.. sure, it would be neat to see some like.. monuments and stuff.. and practice communicating with people outside Sweden, I'm all for that.. but I don't find traveling to other countries that attractive.. it's just not worth the effort.. I like.. going for a reason other than well.. change of environment (I get enough of that from being in our summer house during part of the summers).. I love going to concerts and events (like UppCon).. and I think I could travel through the country just to meet up with a friend (I have friends in many parts of my country :(.. ).. so yeah, that would probably be more of a reason to go somewhere for me.

And spare time activities?.. Well.. I don't know.. I'll do what I feel like.. if I have the opportunity.. I'd hang out with friends and family.. and I do like to play games, listen to music (like.. really hard XD.. and find new songs and bands and so on), read manga (\watching anime) and using my computer right now.. maybe that'll change, I don't care.

Family situation? Well.. I think everybody would like to find that someone to spend their days (at least ;D.. could be years too, lol) with..so obviously I hope that'll happen.. I'm not a all that uncomfortable by the though of having kids either.. but that feels quite.. way into the future..

I think I dug too much into it.. ^^''.. or what do you think?...did I do what I was supposed to do? Did I miss anything? Do I have stupid plans and dreams? I liked making somebody else tell me what to write here, maybe I'll do it again sometime in the future!

I'll obey if you order me

Watched Dragon Ball Kai 1-10 today : )..

So.. I had one idea.. it's like this; I'll write... whatever.. you want tomorrow.. that is if I get any comment.. oh.. well.. maybe not everything, I think I'd need to get one of those warning things if I put up like... adult texts.. so.. yeah.. and not a whole book either.. but besides that.. order me around and yell "Dance monkey dance!!".. and if.. there aren't any comments... I'll just.. dance.. like a monkey or something.. :'o..

Finishing up

Hello! I just finished watching Valkyria Chronicles episode 1-8.. It's anime based on the game with the same name, I like it : ).. Oh and I watched the three first episodes (there are two more that wasn't been aired yet) of "Blomstertid" yesterday, it's a great series with Peter Magnusson (A Swedish.. comedian).. it's not what you'd expect from him.. but I appreciate it even more than most of the other stuff he's done.. it's first and foremost touching.. I don't really know how to describe it in a good way but I like it really much. Didn't do much in school today, I kind of cleaned out my locker, returned some books and talked a bit about grades with some teachers.. the rest of the week will probably be just as..... easy but I think I can appreciate that too!.. I mean.. this is the last week and.. I don't have a problem doing nothing a couple of days before I finish.The teachers will have to hand in all the final grades before.. like.. nine tomorrow.. so there's not so much we can do about that anymore :). Well.. was that all?.. uhm.. oh, right, I watched the tv-shows I've been missing the last week or so.. and almost every show has ended.. right now I only watch two ongoing shows out of those 13 (the list is in my post from Monday, 27 April 2009).. they are; "Talang" and "Hjälp! Jag Är Med I En Japansk Tv-show".. but the first one is ending.. this week I think.. and the other one should end next week.. that means I'm free.. from tv quite soon.. : ).. (I'm not counting Blomstertid here because it wasn't out when I made the list.. and it will end on the same night "Hjälp! Jag Är Med I En Japansk Tv-show" ends.. I think..).. so yeah, that's how it is, take care, I know I'll do.. O.o... or something.

YES

This is my.. I think first time writing here from a school computer.. but I'm so glad I had to tell.. well.. write... ehm... something.... that I've done my last piece of schoolwork this year! I had a short presentation about Bill Gates during my English class.. so yeah, I'm happy : D! Bye..