Well at last the outer appearence fits the inner?

Gaaawsh.. I think I may be on my way to become really sick.. like; I-have-to-be-home sick or something.. It all depends on how I feel tomorrow morning.. right now I have a runny nose and a bad cough.. but I don't feel all that bad.. well to tell the truth; I don't have any apatite and I feel powerless.. but I'm a bit clearer in the head than I usually am when I'm sick.. so we'll see! The problem is; I don't want to be home from school.. it would only be worse than actually going.. even though it doesn't feel good at all to be at school these days.. for my own reasons : /.. Well.. sometimes it feels GREAT.. but because of that; once you realize that those feelings really aren't... how should I put it.. all that real.. that they really are temporary illusions of reality made up by me.. well then I feel really down : (.. I know that this probably doesn't make sense.. and I hope that it doesn't make too much sense because it is my way of trying to talk about things that I kind of want to talk about but at the same time feel like really would screw things up even more if I talked about. I'm quite fine with the subjects and the teachers right now, nothing really tough.. it's that other stuff that is harder.. at least I was happy all weekend.. mostly (it not solely) because I spent some times with two wonderful people last Friday.

On that.. positive(???.. not really, right?) note I leave you!

Did you expect me to write so "soon" again ;D?

Hello! I just want to say this before I tell you anything else; I know I change from several posts a week to.. one every two months, I know! But like I said right from the start (I think I wrote something about it, I know I thought about it that way at least); I'm writing first and foremost for my own enjoyment. That doesn't mean that I haven't tried to change some things and limit what I write about when I got a few readers and it doesn't mean that I don't want anyone to read. All it really means is; I'll write when I have the need to do it and when I feel like it, I hope it makes sense to you too like it does to me : ). (By the way; even though I may have had something I really really needed to get off my chest several times the last couple of weeks.. mainly the last week, it wasn't something that I could talk about here.. so in those cases I have people like Simon or Dogo and so on.. so you see.. even when I feel like writing, sometimes I go elsewhere to do it, hence so little content here)

Ok well so on to the actual "news", I had a great friday yesterday, I hung out with two classmates after school. I do hope they thought we had fun 'cause I sure had : ). Bah, now my nature shines through : (, see, I'm not all that confident ^^'. Well now you know that too! Oh and we were at my place to get my wallet for a short period of time.. and well.. lets just say that I've been cleaning my room today.. because I was a bit ashamed that it looked like it did XD!

Well, have a good one, bye!

Summary

I didn't sleep at home even one day this week away from school and I'm kind of.. exhausted..
I was at my cousin's place 2nd to 4th April, Rome 5th (went in the middle of the night between 4th and 5th) to 9th and UppCon 9th to 11th (today).. Too bad that there where huge parts of negative things engraved in all the fuzzy happiness.. I can mostly sum it up in one word; feelings. Mine during one of the adventures.. and my friend's during one of the other.. I have a huge amount of pictures and maybe I'll show them someday, until then; goodbye!

At least I post : )?

Hey! It's Earth Hour today.. last year was really fun.. this year.. I don't know.. my sister and mother wants me to go see a movie at the cinema but I don't really feel like it today but they're like "well.. make up your mind and then come tell us" and I feel like; if I don't have anything else to do maybe I'll give in eventually.

Picturable

Hey! Uhm.. that's a start.. now what...? Ah! Pictures : D! BOOM PA BOOM BI BU!

Oh! Is this just a toilet with snow on it or is it the top of a tower on some sort of high-status building? (Look at the way the snow is shaped xD.. it was cooler when I saw it with my own eyes though : ( )

.. How do I look :'o..? xD ( I "like" the pose, yes, it is an ugly pose on purpose and yes, it is blurry on purpose, why would I show you a clear image : )?)

Here; have some snow!

And some more :3..

Aaand some more : D!

Aaaaaaaaaaaand so..... hey wait what!?
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Bye now! : D! *Waves*

Bah! Nothing new xD

I don't really have that much to write about.. school is school, that's not cool.. only stressful and so on.. And I said what I had to say about Valentine's day last year (the 3th of February actually).. I read through that and not much has changed, I did notice that I (in my opinion) wrote better and were a better person a year ago XD.. In other words; I admire the me from a year ago..

Other than that.. I've listened much to Simon Norrsveden the last couple of weeks, especially the last days.

This song is great;

Innan Du Glömmer Mig by Simon Norrsveden

Det här jag sjunger för er ikväll
Det är nog sånt jag kommer sjunga om en sisådär en 20 år
Skitfull efter 2 flaskor vin så
Skriver jag en sång om hon jag aldrig kunde glömma bort

Ja jag kommer skriva en sång där jag förbannar mig själv för alla dem små saker som jag önskar att jag hade gjort
Jag kommer sitta vid ett hus på stranden med min fru och någonstans så har jag alltid vetat att hon kommer aldrig bli som du
Ja jag kommer ångra att jag aldrig riktigt tog dig på allvar att jag aldrig riktigt såg dig att jag alltid gick och undra om det fanns nåt mer

Jag kommer ångra att jag aldrig riktigt tog mig mod till att säga att jag faktiskt verkligen älskade dig

Innan du glömmer mig
Vi kan väl ta en promenad
Innan du ger dig av
Ska försöka ta mig mod

Ja dom säger att du ligger med nån ny
Och nästa vecka tar du tåget som går söder ut
Och kankse är det det här som jag har gått och väntat på i många år
nåt som får mig att förstå vad det faktiskt var jag slängde bort
Ja för om 20 år kommer jag titta på min hand och komma ihåg den kvällen i paris när jag tatuera in ditt namn

Ja, jag kommer ljuga för mig själv och säga ja vi var unga då och tro fan vi trodde på de som paulus sa vi skulle få
Innan du glömmer mig
Vi kan väl ta en promenad
Innan du ger dig av
Ska jag försöka ta mig mod

Dethär jag sjunger för er i kväll
det är nog sånt ni kommer sjunga om en sisådär en 20 år
Alla ni som är som jag aldrig riktigt kommer se att den enda chans vi får är den som vi får, just nu

Innan du glömmer mig
Vi kan väl ta en promenad
Innan du ger dig av
Ska jag försöka ta mig mod…..

Other than that... well; take care, watch out for history, 'cause it repeats itself and have a great life!

Just because really..

I didn't want to have my huge new-year's post at the top any more! I've embraced the new year or something and moved on.. Oh and I feel that I haven't updated for quite some time.. the problem is that I don't have anything to write about XD! I could tell you that I seem to have some control over myself again, I really got to study different things when at home today!.. But that is not something I think anybody would like to read about, correct me if I'm wrong.

Oh and I wrote somewhere in this blog's youth (xD) that I played Metal Gear Solid 4. Well last week I downloaded Metal Gear Solid, the first one.. Well I finished it last friday and now I'm playing Metal Gear Solid a tad bit too much (I had bought both 2 and 3 for a cheap prize before but didn't want to play any more of the games in the wrong order (I know there are Metal Gear games before.. but you know, the Solid series at least.

Well that's it, I hope I'll have more to tell you soon! Have a good time.