This post will waste some of your time if you read it.

Ah, finally something I'd rather write here than on my other blog.. the sad news is that I just want to say that I'm studying aaaaand I do have some trouble keeping my focus right now. That's not good. Well, I have no idea how tomorrow is going to end up. Maybe a disaster, maybe a success. But who cares?

Warning, in this section right here below I'm just rambling, read at your own "risk" (of headache due to lots of nonsense thrown together to look like something comprehensible)
Also I've been going around thinking this thought; different people have different opinions on what's important in life. Me I'm probably mostly a "here and now" and "emotions" kind of person. By that I think I focus mostly on emotions of individuals. How governments should be run, wages and all that has to do with work in general, dreams of stardom or achieving something of great materialistic value and so on are all secondary concerns to me, they affect my area and therefore I still care about them.. indirectly. For all I care work, countries and all kinds of structures could all just be gone and I wouldn't care, maybe I'd even be happy about it. Yes, I hate all the wrongs in the world, I don't understand why people are treated differently, no matter what reason (be it sex, skin-color, sexual preference or anything else), it isn't acceptable and not understandable. But fighting it on a global scale is always secondary to me, I really hope that no harm should come to people around me and I don't wish any worse fate to people elsewhere either. I guess you could say that widespread wrongs of this world always affects the individuals and that's why I think it's a huge problem, but it is on the individual level I hate it, problem is that higher ideals are always going to affect people on an individual level. Still there is a difference I think. But I can't seem to work this out into something reasonably understandable so I'll just leave it at that and hope that some of you at least understand it a little!

The song of today:
Tralala Lilla Molntuss, Kom Hit Ska Du Få En Puss by Bob Hund

Well as much as I often like to listen to songs that has lyrics with alot of meaningful lyrics, I also enjoy songs like this sometimes, just vibrating of energy.

Bye!

A bit of complaining and a song that needs no motivation(?)

To be honest with you, today I got really low for a while, this when I've been unusually happy without reason for at least several days. I got reminded of a problem that has gotten me down a lot "latetly": I don't really feel I can talk to anybody.. (in a way talking isn't enough either).. I've got problems, like everybody else.. but I feel that I can't discuss my problems with anyone, I've talked to people I've known over the internet for a lot of years.. but they're too distant to be a comfort in these very real problems, they don't know all the details and only hear about it from me. And the ones that do know some other aspects of the problem or at least has seen it first-hand, people I know from around here, either knows stuff but can't talk about it because well I'm not the only one who is spreading my secrets that I want limited to only some people or they are involved in the problem in such a way that I can't really tell them too much. The support from distant friends isn't enough and the support from more present friends doesn't feel all that.. present... Well, I'll stop complaining now... I think I'm more used to help out others, I'm better at that, my life often comes in second, third, fourth or fifth place in importance to me.. Bah, I don't know, I try to keep stuff like this off of this blog actually, I hope you can forgive me for letting some of it slip through here : )

The song of today:
Blått Öga, Svarta Tankar by Parken

I actually like to listen to the whole album "Länge Leve Parken" so picking this song out of the bunch is really just random, I felt like it right now, even though "Jag Har Varit Vilsen, Lisa" is usually my favorite song by them and even though the pacing and beat in "Vad Ska Vi Göra Med Henry?" is fantastic, even though the phrase "Åh, hjärtat slår, det slår skiten ur mig" (it roughly means "The(/My) heart beats, it beats the shit out of me") is brilliant in "Låt Mig Få Följa Dig Ner", even though "Hur Känns Det Nu", "Vi Som Visste" and "Dagar I Arkadien" all have a really nice vibe to them, even though "Åt Helvete Med Himlen" is probably one of the most popular (and that is not undeserved praise either) songs of this album and finally even though "Ser Du Stjärnan I Det Grå" is a good newer single. I picked this song because it is just as good as all of the songs I mentioned, not better but as good, I felt the song was very striking just at the moment for me.

Bye.

Politics

I'll just write something quick, I'm really tired of all the political activity that seems to consume everything right now, still I can't let go really myself, I watch debates and follow what is written in media and so on, a whole lot, even though I know what I'm going to vote for tomorrow, I've known for quite a while too.. but I can't really put it aside and not care. But I'm really tired because of it too, it is exhausting.

The song of today:
All This Time (Pick-Me-Up Song) by Maria Mena

: ), I said I was going to be quick didn't I? Well.. let's not waste time then, it is clearly a wonderful song even though I haven't been listening to it for quite a while.

Bye!

Sharing a quick quirky thought

A funny thought just crossed my mind; "Am I finally going insane, being filled with so many emotions that you just can't decide what you feel anymore or what to do.. or am I calming down?.. Or is this just another regular monday".. well.. something like that! This is something that would go on my other blog.. but well.. I thought it in english actually.. so it was better fit here, also I wanted to write here more.

The song of today:
Fingerprints by I Am Kloot

"If heaven is a place upon your skin
That I may have touched from without to within
Then dust yourself of fingerprints and grin
And grin

We don't have to stay
With these people whose ideas
Are just what other people say"

And so on, the song is lovely

Bye~

The not-all-that-depressive-blog : )

Yeah, I've been focusing more on my new blog in swedish but most things I've wanted to write about fits better there. But I haven't forgotten this blog, I write mostly depressing things about my breaking heart and so on on the other blog anyways.

The song of today:
Breathe Me by Sia

I heard this song on some tv-show I saw when I was with two great friends (probably the greatest friends you can get). And it is really really good and touching and RIGHT or something, it says so much. I didn't like much else of what I found when I checked Sia's page on Spotify though, that's a shame.

Bye

A brief period of time

I can honestly say I'm really happy right now! For a brief, brief time at least, me and my sister is home alone.. or.. not really that alone since I've been having a LAN-party here (the first one at my place) with four friends, including my cousin, two other people popped by too. And I watched the Battle Royal movie this Monday with four friends (not the same people) and I watched Naruto and abridged-series stuff and talked with two of them today too. Today everybody left from the LAN-party too, except my cousin, he will leave in two days.. and so will my sister, I don't even want to think about the big black uncertain ball of scariness that the future beyond Saturday and Sunday is, but that is a future problem, maybe I will go to our summer-place, like my sister.. although maybe not because I.. don't want to, I really don't right now.. Well well, for a short, short period of time, I feel very lucky and happy, I've met like all the people I really consider to be my friends and we've done really fun stuff.

The song of today:
Come On Eileen by Dexy´s Midnight Runners

Just because it often gets me happy, it is a great song : )

Cya : )

New blog! But I'll still be here too.

Hello! I've created a new blog in Swedish, it is called Oigenkänningshumor , feel free to check it out, it is kind of a concept I thought about, I like the idea at least. Days are moving slow, I'll try to stay home next week, my parents are going to our summer-place.. but I want to stay at home and spend time with friends, we've got stuff planned. (The things we've done so far is great too though, the pool-party and when we went down to our summer-place (yeah, it is great to be there... when it's with friends and not family..) and also just when I meet up with two friends to watch Naruto Shippuden).

The song of today:
Beautiful World by Colin Hay

Well.. I saw that Simon recommend this song in his blog.. And yet again he's got excellent taste, I just had to have it here. Even though I've been down a lot lately, this song has often been able to bring me to a little happier mood the last week, not all the time though but let's not talk about that : ), I don't want to bring my troubles down upon you.

Bye ^^